lighthousekeeper
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- Jun 29, 2020
- 37
I keep neglecting my assignments because I don't think it's worth doing it since I plan to ctb... I tried last semester & it didn't work so my goals terrible & this year I'm doing it again aaaaa
I'm sure I subconsciously did this. Ie. Got myself into debt, jeopardised my health further, ruined good relationships couple friends, took more substances being well aware of the likelihood of developing addiction. Just many things like this.
Hey, so I didn't lose my job. For now. My manager was so positive and told me to enjoy my evening celebraring the fact I passed. How little she knows of how I will spend my evening ha. Now to continue fucking up in a way nobody seems to noticeYep. 90% sure I'm getting fired tomorrow for doing the exact same thing. Hooray for self sabotage
Thank you. It is always a cycle though, imposter syndrome is a bitch, and inherent among people like us. My bedroom looks like a hotel room because it's bare of everything from selling/discarding stuff ahead of when I've planned to go in the past.I'm glad you didn't lose your job. Keep at it!