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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
179
Usually, my ability to push past the pain of cutting to the dermis layer depends on my mental state in the moment and how shitty/distressed im feeling. sometimes ill be in a really bad mood and ill push down really hard and go really slow and get maybe 3 to 5 decently wide dermis cuts. othertimes i dont have the energy to push past the sting and just want cuts so ill do a bunch of light, quick cat scratches to get some blood.

Im just curious that kind of mindset others have when they cut. Do you prefer to go slow and make sure each cut is nice and deep, or do you just go fast to try and get lots of cuts made?
 
l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
161
Used to be quantity, now I go for quality. It's bad. Have to go to urgent care tomorrow to get stitches bc I have one that hasn't closed for a week.
 
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I can see the light

Beautiful Remains
Jan 21, 2026
16
For me it also depends on how I currently feel, but most of the time it's quantity and sometimes it's quality.

It's been a while since I cut last time and I think I'm going to do it tonight, so we'll see if I go for quantity or quality.
 
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Roseate

Mage
Mar 24, 2021
555
Quality and quantity. It's like I want at least 2 of them to be bad, but I can't just feel okay with just one. So the more the better, the deeper the better too.
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
663
If I go for quality then my scars will look lonely...
 

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