Discussion When was the last time you were REALLY happy?

[Lostandfound7]

Last night, I tried to recall a time in my life when everything was good and I was really just happy..

The last time I was really happy was in 2006, when I found out I was pregnant for the first time. Sadly, 4 weeks later I lost the baby... I struggle to remember a time, in recent years, when all was good and I was genuinely just happy, other than in my childhood...

 

[selfhater]

i don't remember me being happy at all

 

[terry_a_davis]

I have brief moments of happiness over simple things but the last time i was generally happy nearly all the time was the mid 2000's.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

what is this word you speak of?
Nah in all seriousness, happiness is relative at the end of the day

 

[Lostandfound7]

i don't remember me being happy at all

I'm sorry...

I have brief moments of happiness over simple things but the last time i was generally happy nearly all the time was the mid 2000's.

Yes same...very "brief" moments..

what is this word you speak of?
Nah in all seriousness, happiness is relative at the end of the day

Yes, apparently a very strange, foreign word..lol..smh

 

[Ulisses]

it's been 10 months that I don't find anything funny at all. before my crisis I was still pretending, now I can't pretend anymore

 

[lizinha]

I haven't been happy since I was 10 and I don't even remember a single day that went remotely ok.

 

[Lostandfound7]

it's been 10 months that I don't find anything funny at all. before my crisis I was still pretending, now I can't pretend anymore

Yes...

 

[-Link-]

Probably been since around 10 years old here as well, though I'm not sure I would have been described as a "happy child". I was very shy, quiet, a loner (content with being alone)...

 

[Lostandfound7]

I haven't been happy since I was 10 and I don't even remember a single day that went remotely ok.

Wow..I felt that..I'm so sorry..

 

[Marchioness]

Almost 4 years ago, came into a lot of money Spent it traveling overseas for the first time ever. I got to feel like a regular person instead one always head under water with debt.

 

[MoreThanAFeeling]

Sadly, 4 weeks later I lost the baby...

Damn that's tough... I can understand how this event kick-started a downward spiral in your life.
You have been seeking and fighting for happiness for the last 14 years. That's admirable.

My life turned shit in 2015.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

6 years ago. Life turned shit in 2014. Before my injury. I'm so sorry I didn't enjoy my life as it should. I miss being healtht. I miss being without pain. But I can't do anything. Cope or ctb. If I keep on living I'm a masochist. I'm tired if holding on and see how all my prjects are thrown away

 

[Jumper Geo]

Last night, I tried to recall a time in my life when everything was good and I was really just happy..

The last time I was really happy was in 2006, when I found out I was pregnant for the first time. Sadly, 4 weeks later I lost the baby... I struggle to remember a time, in recent years, when all was good and I was genuinely just happy, other than in my childhood...

Very sorry to hear you lost your baby, the last time I was really happy was in 2017, lying on a beach in Antigua with three friends A/I so drink all day and night.

 

[Mr2005]

2003. That was half my life ago. Unbelievable

 

[Lostandfound7]

Probably been since around 10 years old here as well, though I'm not sure I would have been described as a "happy child". I was very shy, quiet, a loner (content with being alone)...

Wow.Sorry...

2003. That was half my life ago. Unbelievable

Yup..around the same time as me..

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Four years ago sitting in my back garden in the sun feeling lucky to be here. Then illness and pain and sleeplessness and worse. Now my home is gone and all my work in the garden gone too.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Very sorry to her you lost your baby, the last time I was really happy was in 2017, lying on a beach in Antigua with three friends A/I so drink all day and night.

Ty honey ...that sounds amazing..wish I was there now..

Four years ago sitting in my back garden in the sun feeling lucky to be here. Then illness and pain and sleeplessness and worse. Now my home is gone and all my work in the garden gone too.

I'm so sorry my dear friend..

6 years ago. Life turned shit in 2014. Before my injury. I'm so sorry I didn't enjoy my life as it should. I miss being healtht. I miss being without pain. But I can't do anything. Cope or ctb. If I keep on living I'm a masochist. I'm tired if holding on and see how all my prjects are thrown away

Sorry love ..can I ask what injury you're suffering with?

Damn that's tough... I can understand how this event kick-started a downward spiral in your life.
You have been seeking and fighting for happiness for the last 14 years. That's admirable.

My life turned shit in 2015.

Im sorry luv..ty..Yup...a sadness that's just always there, hidden behind a smile/laugh..

Almost 4 years ago, came into a lot of money Spent it traveling overseas for the first time ever. I got to feel like a regular person instead one always head under water with debt.

That sounds amazing honey..at least u can look back on the experience...sorry that debt,etc has brought u here..

 

[yetme]

12 years ago. when I was a healthy human being

 

[Lostandfound7]

12 years ago. when I was a healthy human being

I'm sorry..

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

2003. That was half my life ago. Unbelievable

You endure a lot. That's a great effort you made.

 

[Mr2005]

You endure a lot. That's a great effort you made.

Thanks but I made no effort at all. All this should have been dealt with in 2004. 2005 at the very latest. I've failed miserably

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I've failed miserably

Me too. I can't live with frustration.

 

[SamuelMortem]

I guess back in.... 2013 or 2014? To some people that isn't too long, but I'm likely one of the, if not the actual, youngest members of this forum, so 6-7 years ago is about a 1/3rd of my life, give or take. During that time I lost my younger brother very late into my mother's pregnancy, and that kind of broke a lot of my dreams and me. Since then I haven't really been actually happy, though there've been brief times where I think I was close to doing ok.

 

[epsilon]

In 2018, when I was with a friend but I lost her eventually.

 

[Lorntroubles]

I've had a time where I was okay and could count my blessings even if many things were wrong....that boat left several years ago. When it seems like everything is wrong, that's when ctb thoughts hit the strongest.

 

[Mooshi]

I'm not sure... I haven't really felt "happy" in a long time. I have moments of content.. but not necessarily happy

 

[DeathNoot]

I guess when I was a kid? I don't remember actually being happy tho, I'm just assuming

 

[Marktheghost]

I don't think I've ever really felt happy.

 

[soakmeinbleach]

every therapist asks this n i always say disneyland or something but truly,,, i have no idea i cant even remember what it feels like