When to postpone CTB

[stilhavinightmares]

I already had to wait because we had a family death a few weeks ago, then the holidays and family birthdays, and I finally set my date for 1/10 and my best friends dad just passed away. I can't even be here for her the way she deserves. I should probably wait even longer now right? I don't want to, every day is excruciating and now I'm really frustrated that I've been staying for so long for others. I just want to go. But now I feel like I need to wait and it's such a fiery painful feeling…trapped.

 

[reverse03]

We are all trapped in this world. The decision is up to you. And everyone have a capacity or tolerance on hiw long we can still hold on. Even me, I always want to go. Just waiting for the perfect time. But as they said there's no perfect timing until we create it on our own. So go if you feel that it is the right time to go. Wishing for your perfect moment.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry. I do sympathise with your wish of not wanting to hurt others. I suppose there's never really going to be a 'good time' to go- although- I know what you mean- it seems kinder to avoid significant dates.

I suppose- like @reverse03 said- we're all just about hanging on with whatever tolerance we have left. Once that runs out- that's it. Almost no matter what day it happens to be. I think everyone likely gets that sense themselves. It wouldn't be right for anyone else to tell you when it was or wasn't ok to go.

I'm sorry you are in this limbo. Not sure if it's much comfort but I expect many here are in the same (sinking) boat. I'm hanging on for my Dad- and that could even be years. Honestly, I feel pretty much nothing but dread and sickened about the future. I dread how long I may have to wait. There again- for now- for me- I really don't feel like I could do it to him.

I hope you can make peace with your decision- whatever that may be.

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

Many feel this way, including myself. We want to go but have various reasons we have not. Give this thread a look. I found it insightful and somewhat surprised at some of the responses.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...lly-but-have-stuck-around-a-while-why.106387/

 

[stilhavinightmares]

We are all trapped in this world. The decision is up to you. And everyone have a capacity or tolerance on hiw long we can still hold on. Even me, I always want to go. Just waiting for the perfect time. But as they said there's no perfect timing until we create it on our own. So go if you feel that it is the right time to go. Wishing for your perfect moment.

I'm sorry. I do sympathise with your wish of not wanting to hurt others. I suppose there's never really going to be a 'good time' to go- although- I know what you mean- it seems kinder to avoid significant dates.

I suppose- like @reverse03 said- we're all just about hanging on with whatever tolerance we have left. Once that runs out- that's it. Almost no matter what day it happens to be. I think everyone likely gets that sense themselves. It wouldn't be right for anyone else to tell you when it was or wasn't ok to go.

I'm sorry you are in this limbo. Not sure if it's much comfort but I expect many here are in the same (sinking) boat. I'm hanging on for my Dad- and that could even be years. Honestly, I feel pretty much nothing but dread and sickened about the future. I dread how long I may have to wait. There again- for now- for me- I really don't feel like I could do it to him.

I hope you can make peace with your decision- whatever that may be.

Many feel this way, including myself. We want to go but have various reasons we have not. Give this thread a look. I found it insightful and somewhat surprised at some of the responses.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...lly-but-have-stuck-around-a-while-why.106387/

Thank you all. I really appreciate it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so frustrated being in that situation, as it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here when you really wish to be gone. I think that it's difficult setting dates to ctb on, as after all life is unpredictable and uncertain, with the chance of something interfering with plans being there, but anyway I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

I understand why you would feel so frustrated being in that situation, as it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here when you really wish to be gone. I think that it's difficult setting dates to ctb on, as after all life is unpredictable and uncertain, with the chance of something interfering with plans being there, but anyway I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world, you find the freedom that you wish for.

I know, and accidents that kill people aren't planned and there is never a right time. So I'm just going to do it. Maybe delay it a day or two but next week for certain. Thanks for your input, I appreciate it