Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 593
When people say this is the final warning about whatever? And if you don't shape up you gotta ship out. Do you test them on it?
Cause sometimes I do.
If I try and you treat that effort like shit, compared to others who don't. I kinda lose motivation and start giving two fucks. My mind just goes to wtf are you really gonna do? I honestly have reached the point where I don't really fear anything anymore. Including idle threats that are meant to raise my stress because people are toxic.
I just hate hearing that. 'This is the last time'. I'm like just do it or shut the fuck up. Especially when I'm not really doing anything wrong. I'm like if you want me gone just say so. I already can barely stand you anyways. I hate having the feeling I'm fighting for attention that I honestly dont care about. I have enough problems to physically or mentally care about anything that really has nothing to do with me in the first place. If im in the way let me know. I'll gladly side step out of it anyday.
Cause sometimes I do.
If I try and you treat that effort like shit, compared to others who don't. I kinda lose motivation and start giving two fucks. My mind just goes to wtf are you really gonna do? I honestly have reached the point where I don't really fear anything anymore. Including idle threats that are meant to raise my stress because people are toxic.
I just hate hearing that. 'This is the last time'. I'm like just do it or shut the fuck up. Especially when I'm not really doing anything wrong. I'm like if you want me gone just say so. I already can barely stand you anyways. I hate having the feeling I'm fighting for attention that I honestly dont care about. I have enough problems to physically or mentally care about anything that really has nothing to do with me in the first place. If im in the way let me know. I'll gladly side step out of it anyday.
