Talking to my older brother over social media as he lives a few hours away and covid restrictions, I'm crying as I know I won't see him before I go and it's really going to break him.
I put a status saying I can't cope with living with the pain anymore, it's getting to heavy and I'm very weak.
our childhoods we were split up, our mum left him and my other older brother with their dad and moved back here then that's when she had me. We grew really close after our mum died. But he's only just realising the extent of the damage she's caused me.
I hope he understands why , when I'm gone.
Urgh :(
I put a status saying I can't cope with living with the pain anymore, it's getting to heavy and I'm very weak.
our childhoods we were split up, our mum left him and my other older brother with their dad and moved back here then that's when she had me. We grew really close after our mum died. But he's only just realising the extent of the damage she's caused me.
I hope he understands why , when I'm gone.
Urgh :(
