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Moon2018

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Hello everyone. I'm a girl from Russia. At one large Russian forum I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people? Not a single positive comment. The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number. I thought I would find at least one word of support there. This offended me very much, to tears And with such crazy inadequate people we live side by side. Here's how to share your thoughts after that? Sorry for the mistakes.
 
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That's fucking horrible! I hope all those who commented get incurable kidney stones that are large enough to not require surgery and have it pass through their bladder on a daily basis. Sorry you had to go through that.
 
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This world is getting too sick
 
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What a horrible experience! Sorry you had to go through that.
Well, at least here, the experience will be different. People are really supportive and helpful.

Whatever you need, just let me know.

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Moon2018

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Hello everyone. I'm a girl from Russia. At one large Russian forum I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people? Not a single positive comment. The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number. I thought I would find at least one word of support there. This offended me very much, to tears And with such crazy inadequate people we live side by side. Here's how to share your thoughts after that? Sorry for the mistakes.
They write that since I will commit euthanasia anyway, then I have nothing to lose. And only on this think that it is possible to rape? Terrible ...
 
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existence is a nightmare
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Wow. I'm so so sorry... :aw: It makes me sick reading this. Fucked up humans. Shit like that is not gonna happen here! Don't worry. We'll support you and listen to your problems if you like to. Hugs! :hug::hug::heart:
 
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They're disgusting. Please stay safe from these people, I know people like that existed but to be so openly scummy to others and threaten their dignity in such way it's...
 
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Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
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OMG that sickens me, who the fuck do these men think they are, yes you may well die regardless, but for hells sake, that is too much!
Ban yourself from that forum and stick here, we get the odd trolls but nothing like that!
 
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Where I am we have a lot of bias on Russian people (alcohol, disrespect, cheater, arrogance or things like that) and your testimony don't help it at all... but what the fuck ? "You want to die? Ok we will rape you to death!"
I'm sure that not every Russian are like this or completing the bias (I hope so..) but it look like you find a bunch of strange specimens.
 
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jeez thats disgusting, im sorry you had to go through that
 
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That's disgusting!
 
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The interweb exposes the dark side of humanity. smh sorry you were expose to such evilness. Stay safe and be careful
 
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That is fucking awful I'm so sorry
 
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That's fucking horrible! I hope all those who commented get incurable kidney stones that are large enough to not require surgery and have it pass through their bladder on a daily basis. Sorry you had to go through that.
Remind me never to get on your bad side.

OP sorry you had to go through that, some internet forums are like stuff from the darkweb, but not all.
 
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The interweb exposes the dark side of humanity. smh sorry you were expose to such evilness. Stay safe and be careful
dark side ...aka real side :(
 
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Jun 29, 2020
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The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number.

They write that since I will commit euthanasia anyway, then I have nothing to lose.

This offended me very much, to tears...
I'm so very sorry this happened to you! You have the right and it's 100% normal to be offended/cry over such offers. Best that you simply do not respond and block such person(s) if possible.

90+% of the people here are extremely good people, but there have been posts even here with similarly strange offers. There are weirdos everywhere and this is the Internet where anyone can say anything. Please use your common sense @Moon2018!
I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people?
I believe that anyone and everyone who is reasonably competent (not in some state of "temporary insanity") should have the right to obtain euthanasia services. And, simply wanting to die should NOT be used as criteria to decide one's competency.

We're a long way from that, but either my life is "my own" to decide when to end... or it is not. It seems to me that we're not "granted" the most basic human right if we can't choose when to die.
 
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Hello everyone. I'm a girl from Russia. At one large Russian forum I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people? Not a single positive comment. The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number. I thought I would find at least one word of support there. This offended me very much, to tears And with such crazy inadequate people we live side by side. Here's how to share your thoughts after that? Sorry for the mistakes.
I am so sorry you had to go through that when you were just looking for a little support. You'll never be treated like that here. We're all here for one another, anytime, day or night, there will always be someone to talk to to offer words of encouragement and help.
 
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Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Hello everyone. I'm a girl from Russia. At one large Russian forum I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people? Not a single positive comment. The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number. I thought I would find at least one word of support there. This offended me very much, to tears And with such crazy inadequate people we live side by side. Here's how to share your thoughts after that? Sorry for the mistakes.
There are women hating males everywhere. It's a way of trying to degrade. It's worse online because these men are cowards.

I'm sorry you went through that. They let you know they are threatened by women and seek manhood out of this type of thing.
 
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When I saw your post I immediately thought it might be you, especially after you mentioned "the other website". To be fair, there were a few positive comments. Like, one on a hundred.

В прошлом я тоже постил о самовыпиле, и получал примерно такой же отклик, но в меньшем объемё. Наверное от того, что я не представился девушкой :ahhha:

Я бы хотел конечно же видеть изменения в отношении общества к выпилу и эвтаназии, но не хочу ради этого жертвовать своими нервами.

Довольно забавно, не правда ли? "Нормальные" люди отталкивают таких как мы, а потом удивляются, мол, почему за помощью не обращаются, и в себе всё держат, и сидят на форумах вроде этого. Именно такое скотское отношение и делает это место более привлекательным в контрасте.
 
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Apr 19, 2018
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There is this case which is surreal.
He got the death penalty in December of 2020.
He contacted suicidal people on Twitter and said he would help them die or that he would watch.
His victims had signs of being strangled to death and that his motive was of a sexual motive, he has admitted to sexually assaulting his victims.
 
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Moon2018

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Apr 12, 2020
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When I saw your post I immediately thought it might be you, especially after you mentioned. To be fair, there were a few positive comments. Like, one on a hundred.

В прошлом я тоже постил о самовыпиле, и получал примерно такой же отклик, но в меньшем объемё. Наверное от того, что я не представился девушкой :ahhha:

Я бы хотел конечно же видеть изменения в отношении общества к выпилу и эвтаназии, но не хочу ради этого жертвовать своими нервами.

Довольно забавно, не правда ли? "Нормальные" люди отталкивают таких как мы, а потом удивляются, мол, почему за помощью не обращаются, и в себе всё держат, и сидят на форумах вроде этого. Именно такое скотское отношение и делает это место более привлекательным в контрасте.
Hello! Are you from Russia? Nice to meet you! I did not expect that someone with ss is sitting on the Pikabu.ru :)
 
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Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
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On another SMS I vented about wanting to die due to being homeless. The only DMs I got were men offering to pay me to be a slave . A offer for a comfortable life at the expense of my body .
Fucking disheartening.
 
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Moon2018

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Apr 12, 2020
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Hello! Are you from Russia? Nice to meet you! I did not expect that someone with ss is sitting on the Pikabu.ru :)
I wrote a story not only on that site, but there the situation with comments is no better.
 
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Apr 5, 2018
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Hello! Are you from Russia? Nice to meet you! I did not expect that someone with ss is sitting on the Pikabu.ru :)
Привет. Я не из России, но русский в некоторой степени понимаю.
Я не просто сижу на П-бу, но и комментом в твоём посте отметился.
 
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Moon2018

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Привет. Я не из России, но русский в некоторой степени понимаю.
Я не просто сижу на П-бу, но и комментом в твоём посте отметился.
Did you also write on Pikaba about euthanasia? I was surprised at the negative comments under my story, because the euthanasia capsule from Philip Nitschke scored 7000 pluses and many positive comments.
 
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Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
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Did you also write on Pikaba about euthanasia? I was surprised at the negative comments under my story, because the euthanasia capsule from Philip Nitschke scored 7000 pluses and many positive comments.
I left a few comments here and there. I remember the post about legislation of euthanasia in Spain gathered 7k. Yeah, the reaction is quite interesting. I think people generally are less combative and willing to pull "mental illness" card when the discussion is about euthanasia for terminally ill people, может от того, что с таких уже выжимать почти нечего...

Or maybe because people have first-hand experience with it. It's probably not that uncommon to have a relative or a close one dying, since that's what all people do eventually. What are the leading causes of death? Cardiovascular diseases, cancer, diabetes, Alzheimer's, maybe also medical intervention and mechanical injuries from accidents. Whatever they are, I doubt most of them are pleasant.

I don't know what's with all negative comments. Could be because you mentioned young age and no cancer or some other equally painful and deadly thing. There could be other factors though, but I'm not going to take any more guesses.
 
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Moon2018

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I left a few comments here and there. I remember the post about legislation of euthanasia in Spain gathered 7k. Yeah, the reaction is quite interesting. I think people generally are less combative and willing to pull "mental illness" card when the discussion is about euthanasia for terminally ill people, может от того, что с таких уже выжимать почти нечего...

Or maybe because people have first-hand experience with it. It's probably not that uncommon to have a relative or a close one dying, since that's what all people do eventually. What are the leading causes of death? Cardiovascular diseases, cancer, diabetes, Alzheimer's, maybe also medical intervention and mechanical injuries from accidents. Whatever they are, I doubt most of them are pleasant.

I don't know what's with all negative comments. Could be because you mentioned young age and no cancer or some other equally painful and deadly thing. There could be other factors though, but I'm not going to take any more guesses.
In my story on Pikabu, I wrote to myself that I am young and have no mental illness. I also wrote about treatment in a psychiatric clinic. But then I deleted this information, because there were aggressive words about my age and about my parents (and here they do not know)
 
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nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
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Hello everyone. I'm a girl from Russia. At one large Russian forum I asked a question. Are you for or against voluntary euthanasia for young people? Not a single positive comment. The men offered to give them sex. They offered gang rape and filmed it. You will die anyway (they write). No, they weren't joking, they persistently asked where I live and asked for my phone number. I thought I would find at least one word of support there. This offended me very much, to tears And with such crazy inadequate people we live side by side. Here's how to share your thoughts after that? Sorry for the mistakes.
Was there a reason you volunteered your gender?
 
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Moon2018

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Was there a reason you volunteered your gender?
I did not specify my gender directly. People realized that I was a girl because I was writing a story in the female form.
 
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I understand. I am sorry that they were so offensive.
I understand. I am sorry that they were so offensive.
I am unfamiliar with Russian. Does the Russian language differentiate gender, like in French and other romance languages?
 
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