Discussion When do you plan to ctb?

[SpecialK]

As soon as I receive my SN. The day after during the morning. Or, on Monday morning if I receive the SN on Friday.

I'm so done. I just wanna end everything. I act normally and happy to hide everything. I don't want to make same mistake as last time and get caught at last minute.

 

[gothfairy]

during winter break. preferably before 2020

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

Hopefully by the end of the year.

 

[Passersby]

Hopefully soon. I don't have a specific date set but this is very serious and I don't know how much longer I can take this. I still need a few things to obtain for my method. So as long as I don't have these things then I don't even have a way to go. I really have to get them this week. I am looking at sn or nitrogen exit bag. I just don't like how the sn method is drawn out with the fasting and such. This will create more distress for me since it sounds like a process. Idk

 

[GHOST99]

When I am 23, about 3 years from now... It used to be immediate, but there are some things I would like to do. I consider this time to do whatever the fck I want because I'm gonna die soon anyways.

 

[Swoods]

I do not have a set date. Just waiting on the time that it feels right. I have all materials needed so I can just act at the proper time.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Whenever the partners I meet on here stop backing out on me. Whenever I meet someone who says they are suicidal that is actually suicidal. Lol.

can you PM me?

 

[Teramyth]

Nov 29th or Dec 6th, got everything ready for the big day.

 

[Swoods]

Whenever the partners I meet on here stop backing out on me. Whenever I meet someone who says they are suicidal that is actually suicidal. Lol.

Please PM me when you can.

 

[Mmjj219]

After I visit the therapist next week and it doesn't get me the desired result

 

[Detour]

Sometime in February. Can't wait

 

[Astral316]

January 2020 sounds right. I have all my ctb materials, just want to experience one last holiday season.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

The SN and meto I've ordered on ebay are n the road to delivery… I think I'll see when I've got them in my hands.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Plan A is in April/may of next year, and Plan B is before New Year's Eve. Definitely not beyond that as my life will just be too fucked up by then to continue.

 

[Teramyth]

Mis sul valmis on? Metod ramisan sn ja benzod kõik? Kas oled 100% otsustanud SNi kasuks? Isiklikult hakkan aina kahtlema (regime tüütu ja meto reageerib sitasti rohtudega) ja mõtlen ikkagi esimese idee peale tagasi minemist, milleks partial või veel parem sebime fentat. Koos ei sooviks? Aastavahetuse ära ootamine välistatud? Olen samuti 22 ja suitsiidne mõtteviis tekkis juba enne 12 aastaseks saamist.

Meto, antacid- liquid maalox, ibuprofen
and to somewhat mask the taste I'll be using mouthwash beforehand to numb my tastebuds(tried it with salt water, worked.)
And I've got everything ready for use.

SN method for sure, have tried a lot of other things(even hanging), the 36h regime actually really fits me mentally.
I have no adverse reactions to meto.
I don't have much of a time window to leave, so it's definitely going to happen on one of those dates.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Nov 29th

 

[UninformedLover]

I haven't worked out a day yet but soon. Maybe sometime in January.

I want to get all my ducks in a row before I ctb. So far my ducks are in a vicinity - not even on their way to even remotely being in a row lmao. I have a lot of stuff to do :,(