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you can tell me anything :)
 
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I was born completely deformed and incapable of living a good life.

All I ever wanted was to be someone's wife, but I'm trapped in a man's body and I'm as charismatic as the grinch.

And also I really, really hate breathing for some reason and wish it could just stop.

I've postponed CTB several times now but each time I get closer to actually doing it. I turned it into a game, always looking to beat my high score. Death is terrifying. I will never be hard on myself for postponing or failing an attempt no matter how badly I regret it. Instead I let it fuel my determination to die.

What is your story?
 
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