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Flirtingwithdemons

New Member
Aug 28, 2024
1
Am I the only one
Who can see clearly
This is as good as it gets
And it sucks
When the odds are against you
On every count
You get out
This is really not just about me
I'm doing it for
The ones left behind
Everything will be better
Without me, I'm telling you
I'm telling you

Prayin' for cancer
Umbilical cord
Wrapped around my neck
I'm a little romancer
Just want you all to love me
Even when I'm dead

I know you all think that I'm
Selfish
How everybody will cry
When I'm gone
Well, if it's not about me,
But the way that YOU feel
Who's selfish?
Life is nothing but a race
For the finish line
Let's face it we're all gon' die
And I'm just winning

Still I want you to love me
Just want you to love me
That's why I'm

Prayin' for cancer
Umbilical cord
Wrapped around my neck
I'm a little romancer
Just want you all to love me
Even when I'm dead

The Cumshots - Praying for Cancer
 
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pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
121
"This is dedicated to you if you felt the lowest of the low
I know how it feels, you don't wanna struggle anymore" - Rich and Blind by Juice Wrld
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

Specialist
Sep 5, 2024
319
M*A*S*H theme song



Through early morning fog, I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say
Suicide is painless (suicide)
It brings on many changes (changes)
And I can take or leave it if I please
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works it's way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
"Is it to be or not to be?"
And I replied, "Oh, why ask me?"
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
And you can do the same thing if you please
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,966
Gloomy Sunday by Reszö Seress, also known as The Hungarian Suicide Song.
 
butimbleeding

butimbleeding

Member
Dec 3, 2023
59
I hope it's worth it
What's left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

-Fiction, Avenged Sevenfold
Simple lyrics but it's eerie because the guy who wrote it died almost immediately after
 
acidreflux

acidreflux

Member
Dec 4, 2024
8
Will you walk me to the edge again?
Shaking, lonely
And I am drinking again
Woke up tonight
And no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried to
Heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

I look forward to dying tonight
Drink 'til I'm myself
Life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving, giving in now

Take me under
I'm killing all the pain
I'm dying tonight
I'm sick of all that faith
Watch me crumble
I'm killing all the pain
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Giving in- Adema
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
150
FFDP, Brantley Gilbert, Kenny Wayne Shepherd, Brian May version,
Ivan, Brantley, Kenny sing, " oooh wrong can't be undone" then Brantley sings by his self "hell no"
 
purplhrtsInHerEyes

purplhrtsInHerEyes

spiteful
May 1, 2024
3
crystal castles - celestica

if i'm lost please don't find me
if i drown let me sink
 
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qwertyuiopasdfghjkl

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
9
"The so-called 'psychotically depressed' person who tries to kill herself doesn't do so out of quote 'hopelessness' or any abstract conviction that life's assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise.

Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire's flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It's not desiring the fall; it's terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling 'Don't!' and 'Hang on!', can understand the jump. Not really. You'd have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling."

- David Foster Wallace, Infinite Jest
 
fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
31
"(Fail) I have to make sure I go through with this
Because the last time, I was fine
(Cry) since I can't find anything that's worth trying
I guess I'll live another while."
 
vercabow

vercabow

i’ve got the spirit but lose the feeling
Nov 22, 2024
86
death grips - on gp

"i'm not living, im just killing time" ( radiohead - true love waits )
 
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isolatedl111

isolatedl111

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
222
Suicide is the solution. Life is literal suffering. Death is happiness.
 
natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
177
From Eighties Goth Suicide Note by This Cold Night: "If anybody reads this I'm not sorry, but really, who would read this?"
 
pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
169
"I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots to my brain"
XXXTentacion - Jocelyn Flores

"Live or die, I'd rather take the latter route
Take the latter route
Rope around my neck and kick the ladder out
There's no need to drag it out"
Lil Ugly Mane - Throw Dem Gunz
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,305
J'ai lu récemment un livre "Suicide" d'Edouard Levé.
L'auteur s'est suicidé à la publication et je souhaite partager quelques citations auto traduites.

(Le narrateur se parle à lui-même)

« Tu auras toujours raison, puisque tu ne parles plus. [...] Tu as les vérités, nous avons les erreurs. »

« Les joies que vous avez éprouvées étaient des grâces. Vous pouviez en comprendre les causes, mais pas les reproduire. »

« Expliquez votre suicide ? Personne n'a osé. Vous n'avez pas eu peur de la mort. Vous l'avez anticipée, mais sans vraiment la désirer : comment désirez-vous ce que vous ne connaissez pas ? Vous n'avez pas nié la vie, mais affirmé votre goût pour l'inconnu en pariant que si quelque chose existait de l'autre côté, ce serait mieux qu'ici. »

« Votre vie était moins triste que votre suicide pourrait le suggérer. »

J'aime juste le fait que ce soit très direct et complexe en même temps. Le livre est plein de ces petites phrases
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
134
Suicide king dying to be seen
Misery signals - Face Yourself