whats your dream way of CTB or just dying in general ?

[mynamessamuel]

personally, my dream way is to find someone who gives me a reason to live, someone who comforts and loves me as much as i love others, who will cradle and comfort me as if im a small child while whispering little nothings into my ears, someone equally as suicidal as me, the only reason we're both going is each other, my dream is that we both CTB by having a fancy dinner we both made side by side in the kitchen, all our favorite foods and drinks with beautiful smelling candles and expensive porcelain plates decorated with gold, and a chandelier lighting up the dining room. once we finish eating, we'd pour eachother a glass of wine and mix an assortment of tasteless medication into the glasses, enough to kill a horse, and drink every last drop of the wine, and once the glass is finished we walk to our room, kissing eachother before laying in our bed and holding eachother tight as we fall into a deep slumber that we'd never awake from again. cant you tell i write fanfiction ??

 

[SilentSadness]

That's nice, my dream way is opening a bottle of N and drinking it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Choosing to fall asleep and never wake again. Of course there is no way to die that is more ideal than that. It's my dream to peacefully drift away into nothingness.

 

[Octavia]

Getting murdered would soften the blow for the people who care about me. I wish I could hire an assassin upon myself.

 

[AVeryLazySloth]

I keep myself numbed with medication. When I am not numbed down I try to keep myself from getting into an endless loop of ways to take the trash out. Sometimes the urge to let something happen to me gets the best of me and that is basically what's the worst that happens. My doctor tried to prevent the worst by prescribing antipsychotics and yet still here I am. to me it is so weird that this little glob in our head is responsible for the self destruction that we experience. I don't feel worse in any way but I just feel more numbified in taking my own life.

 

[missingpeace]

A very swift heart attack.

 

[outrider567]

My 'Dream' way of CTB is my Nitrogen set-up

 

[bennydiazapine]

Opiate Overdose

 

[downndone2]

Die in my sleep peacefully

 

[Sparx]

Opiate Overdose

Same here. To feel euphoria before lights out.

 

[bennydiazapine]

My attempt fell amazing, I remember walking back to the bedroom after snorting a massive line of oxy 4x 80's crushed up and just thinking how good I felt, next thing I remember is getting narcaned and put in a ambulance.

Same here. To feel euphoria before lights out.

 

[ThisIsLife]

Nitrogen. You feel nothing, you just shut down like a computer after seconds of breathing normally like you breath air and your body can't tell the difference since N2 is 78% of the air you breath. The body doesn't even react and no alarm is triggered, you just go blacking out without pain.

This is the most commando death ever existed, it's litteraly a "stealth" method over your own body, you just hack it.

The only downside is its cost. Ain't that cheap to do it properly, unfortunately.

 

[Lament]

I think an easy word to use would be 'instantly', I'm sure most people here in some part would wish the same - it's saddening though to see how even this way of passing away is a luxury to most. I think in a dream world, if I had the option to either knowingly die instantly or to unknowingly and randomly die, I'd probably pick the latter. In my own experience, the former would pressure me into feeling like I'd need to be at peace with my life and circumstance. I don't know if that's possible though, so the best way right now would probably be a sudden and immediate lights-out at an unknown time.

If I could explode randomly for no reason, that could be funny depending on where it happens. So maybe that.

 

[Unending]

My ideal way of leaving this world would be drinking N alone in a comfy bed without any one else's well being to consider. Only peace and consideration for myself. No guilt to corrupt the peace of what I truly want. It's the guilt that makes me feel as though I won't be able to leave in peace. If this goes on, I will likely depart in distress at some point.

My suffering will be perpetuated for longer than is acceptable. I have tried an extensive list of treatments and have only ect left to try. If I experienced bad side effects such as long-lasting memory loss, it would destroy the last thing that matters to me.

 

[iknowitsover666]

Yeah probably opiate overdose

 

[stoopid]

Primarily a painless and fast death, the way isn't that important.

 

[skyn_kller]

personally, my dream way is to find someone who gives me a reason to live, someone who comforts and loves me as much as i love others, who will cradle and comfort me as if im a small child while whispering little nothings into my ears, someone equally as suicidal as me, the only reason we're both going is each other, my dream is that we both CTB by having a fancy dinner we both made side by side in the kitchen, all our favorite foods and drinks with beautiful smelling candles and expensive porcelain plates decorated with gold, and a chandelier lighting up the dining room. once we finish eating, we'd pour eachother a glass of wine and mix an assortment of tasteless medication into the glasses, enough to kill a horse, and drink every last drop of the wine, and once the glass is finished we walk to our room, kissing eachother before laying in our bed and holding eachother tight as we fall into a deep slumber that we'd never awake from again. cant you tell i write fanfiction ??

someone just watched tlou episode 4

 

[silverswan]

Anything that wouldn't look like a CTB. Murder, cancer, chronic illness, freak accident. I think that would be easiest on my family because they wouldn't blame themselves.

 

[Sulyya]

Whatever would harm everyone else the least. People in the world can't help but be saddened by another person's suicide. If there were a way to do it while avoiding that, it would be ideal.

 

[user1912012]

I want do die in my sleep, with nobody remembering I exist.

 

[mynamessamuel]

someone just watched tlou episode 4

STOP CALLING ME OUT !!!!!!! that shit was romantic as fuck tho u gotta admit

 

[soontobedone]

To fall asleep and not wake up sounds so peaceful.

 

[epic]

 

[Mimi_]

Dying while lying in the grass on a summer day under the shade of a tree. You can feel the wind and the grass and listen to birdsong.
Being in connection with the earth while dying seems really peaceful to me. But it will most likely be on my bed in my room

 

[epic]

personally, my dream way is to find someone who gives me a reason to live, someone who comforts and loves me as much as i love others, who will cradle and comfort me as if im a small child while whispering little nothings into my ears, someone equally as suicidal as me, the only reason we're both going is each other, my dream is that we both CTB by having a fancy dinner we both made side by side in the kitchen, all our favorite foods and drinks with beautiful smelling candles and expensive porcelain plates decorated with gold, and a chandelier lighting up the dining room. once we finish eating, we'd pour eachother a glass of wine and mix an assortment of tasteless medication into the glasses, enough to kill a horse, and drink every last drop of the wine, and once the glass is finished we walk to our room, kissing eachother before laying in our bed and holding eachother tight as we fall into a deep slumber that we'd never awake from again. cant you tell i write fanfiction ??

If you don't mind me asking are you a female ?
[Just asking out of curiosity, I want to see if I am right ]

 

[Caoine01]

my dream is that we both CTB by having a fancy dinner we both made side by side in the kitchen, all our favorite foods and drinks with beautiful smelling candles and expensive porcelain plates decorated with gold, and a chandelier lighting up the dining room. once we finish eating, we'd pour eachother a glass of wine and mix an assortment of tasteless medication into the glasses, enough to kill a horse, and drink every last drop of the wine, and once the glass is finished we walk to our room, kissing eachother before laying in our bed and holding eachother tight as we fall into a deep slumber that we'd never awake from again.

This is very well written and also exactly my wish to end this life.
If you want, you can send me a PM?

 

[bloberta]

i want to die in a forest where i will never be found. i like trees and i dont go outside enough

 

[runrabbit]

I used to think "In my sleep" while growing up, but my mom actually ended up passing that way, and it just seemed so underwhelming and sad. I guess it's technically, truthfully the most peaceful option but. I don't know.

I'd want my death to be sudden, and immediate. Dying without ever personally recognizing what was happening, and suddenly, you're just gone. Passing in your sleep falls under that category, but honestly, I always think about a car crash, where the impact kills you instantly. Dramatic, for sure!

 

[BlackWednesday]

A heroin or fentanyl overdose. I want to die in euphoria

 

[Uncensored]

I would like to be alone on a very tall grassy cliff edge, a single flowery tree to lay under in the sun near the edge, listening to my favorite songs in some comfortable headphones. I would be able to look off the cliff, it would make everything feel just a little bit more unreal, impossible and absurd. It would be warm and comforting to slip away peacefully during that. Oddly, I think I'd want to look my best. Hair done, very nice clothes, light makeup done, fully accessorized and just looking perfect in my eyes, ending it perfectly.

Unfortunately the only accessible method for me is hanging, so that might be where I end up in the future.