What's your deepest darkest secret?

[sserafim]

:3

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

You first.

 

[Havnis]

Why is he wearing gloves tho?

 

[Unknown User]

God damn i dont think i can say that

 

[noname223]

I am a mass poster in a suicide forum which is called Sanctioned Suicide. But please don't tell this to anyone.

Serious answer: Some people in real life know I am on here it is not a secret. I am not sure what my darkest secret is. But I would not share it on SaSu anyway. The risk is too high we all get doxxed one day. At the same I think most of my darkest secrets are pretty vanilla. Compared to the other replies you got from asking similar questions in the past.

 

[prisonerofexistence]

That i dropout from med school bc of depression.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Why is he wearing gloves tho?
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No, not that video!

 

[colorlesshue]

I was raped and molested by a family friend and my older brother for years.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

My deepest, darkest secret is that I'm suicidal and that I don't enjoy life at all and that I never enjoyed life to begin with. Yes, I know that isn't really much of a secret on here but the key word is here. When it comes to irl however, this is one of my biggest secrets that I hide around my family for self explanatory reasons. My life nor me is interesting enough to hold a deeper, darker secret than that

 

[sserafim]

You first.

It wouldn't be a secret if I was willing to say it so easily now would it?

 

[EvisceratedJester]

It wouldn't be a secret if I was willing to say it so easily now would it?

But weren't you the one who decided to start a thread where we are specifically supposed to share our darkest secrets?

 

[derpyderpins]

Most things I can think of I've already posted about on here in one way or another. I'd rather not recap all the awful things I've already admitted to, lol. I can think of another couple but I wouldn't post them publicly.

 

[sserafim]

But weren't you the one who decided to start a thread where we are specifically supposed to share our darkest secrets?

My secret is that I'm a German federal agent assigned to locate and monitor German users displaying dangerous behavior that might harm society and to obtain their addresses and apprehend them.

Jk Ssshhhh...can't tell you.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

My secret is that I'm a German federal agent assigned to locate and monitor German users displaying dangerous behavior that might harm society and to obtain their addresses and apprehend them.

You are not getting my secrets German Fed! I'll never tell you which genocides I was involved in, let alone the part I played in them.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I had pica as kid and ate paper for a while.
I have no idea why, I just craved it.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I had pica as kid and ate paper for a while.
I have no idea why, I just craved it.

When I was a kid I used to eat that salt that you pour on sidewalks to melt snow. I should have died then, but God is cruel

 

[Ferdinand Bardamu]

Why is he wearing gloves tho?
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No, not that video!

lmao whats the contexto?

 

[Csmith8827]

I don't really have any secrets. I mean I do but there complex and hard to explain? Hmmm... maybe that I'd be willing to murder another human being for a large sum of money (like at least 1.5-2 million dollars)...enough so I'd be set for life but that's probably all. I don't even know if I could do that because I'd feel super guilty and be scared about it. Like "oh know am I going to go to hell for this when I die? "

 

[Lady Laudanum]

Nice try, FBI

 

[Dark Moon]

Nah, we aren't even friends yet.

 

[set0553]

Isn't this one of those "if I tell ya, I gotta kill ya" questions?? mines a doozy.. that for the past 10 years or so, I've been an addict... to an herb called "Kratom" that my fam knows a little about, but not to the extent I'm at, haha. They think its really dangerous, but truth is, while like another much more dangerous substance, its safe as tea! Id know, but if I don't take it daily, every few hours, life can get very uncomfortable.. its helped alot with everything though, and kept my depression much lower, so I've made no attempt at quitting recently, nor plan to, and its cheap enough not to be a problem financially, stopping use would prob land me in rehab, then my family would definitely know about it! so I keep it my deep dark secret!

 

[HereTomorrow]

The socially acceptable answer: I'm attracted to some women, as a woman. In the closet IRL.

The actual unacceptable answer: I sometimes [It's a secret. Like, why would I share something so embarrassing?? I know it's SaSu but yeah no.]

 

[terra.nuvo]

I think about ctb constantly and am planning to relatively soon.

 

[theboy]

I am contagious

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Spoiler: NSFW

My actual deepest darkest secret is just the simple fact that I masturbate at all. I've told all my irl friends that I don't watch or read much porn because frankly I don't feel very comfortable discussing my masturbation habits around them in any capacity. I've concocted a lie that I rarely if ever masturbate at all because I frankly don't want them knowing what I'm into. I'm still not really comfortable sharing here exactly what I'm into though it's fairly vanilla just embarrassing is all. I wouldn't say I'm porn addicted though because I try to only do so once a day just to keep the prostate cancer at bay. In my early 20s I used to have a really bad sex drive but no outlet for it so I resorted to masturbating in bathroom stalls though I tried to only find private ones at my university. I've only ever told this detail to one other person.

 

[fleshgarden]

I don't have any secrets. except if me trying to hide my self-inflicted blisters from a few days ago counts

 

[derpyderpins]

Spoiler: NSFW

My actual deepest darkest secret is just the simple fact that I masturbate at all. I've told all my irl friends that I don't watch or read much porn because frankly I don't feel very comfortable discussing my masturbation habits around them in any capacity. I've concocted a lie that I rarely if ever masturbate at all because I frankly don't want them knowing what I'm into. I'm still not really comfortable sharing here exactly what I'm into though it's fairly vanilla just embarrassing is all. I wouldn't say I'm porn addicted though because I try to only do so once a day just to keep the prostate cancer at bay. In my early 20s I used to have a really bad sex drive but no outlet for it so I resorted to masturbating in bathroom stalls though I tried to only find private ones at my university. I've only ever told this detail to one other person.

It's a very tough topic for men, and it's something that when you're young and figuring everything out is hard to control regardless of porn habits or similar. For the most part, any guy who tries to downplay* that is full of it.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Spoiler: NSFW

My actual deepest darkest secret is just the simple fact that I masturbate at all. I've told all my irl friends that I don't watch or read much porn because frankly I don't feel very comfortable discussing my masturbation habits around them in any capacity. I've concocted a lie that I rarely if ever masturbate at all because I frankly don't want them knowing what I'm into. I'm still not really comfortable sharing here exactly what I'm into though it's fairly vanilla just embarrassing is all. I wouldn't say I'm porn addicted though because I try to only do so once a day just to keep the prostate cancer at bay. In my early 20s I used to have a really bad sex drive but no outlet for it so I resorted to masturbating in bathroom stalls though I tried to only find private ones at my university. I've only ever told this detail to one other person.

That doesn't seem that bad. Most people masturbate and it's not like you are masturbating to pterodactyl porn or something. Hell, I've done worst stuff involving NSFW stuff at uni, like having to secretly watch a guy on video call masturbate while sitting in an area where people were walking by just because he wanted me to. I also ended up having to go to the washroom and masturbate with him on video call while the glorious sounds of people walking in and out of the washroom surrounded me...


The point is, this isn't that bad and there is nothing to be ashamed about. Take pride in jerking off man!

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

It's a very tough topic for men, and it's something that when you're young and figuring everything out is hard to control regardless of porn habits or similar. For the most part, any guy who tries to downplay* that is full of it.

Yeah, I'm definitely full of it and I'm not even sure to what extent they believe me but I just find it odd how open some of my friends are about discussing what turns them on when I'd rather keep it private or at least only tell it to people who I know don't actually know me.

That doesn't seem that bad. Most people masturbate and it's not like you are masturbating to pterodactyl porn or something. Hell, I've done worst stuff involving NSFW stuff at uni, like having to secretly watch a guy on video call masturbate while sitting in an area where people were walking by just because he wanted me to. I also ended up having to go to the washroom and masturbate with him on video call while the glorious sounds of people walking in and out of the washroom surrounded me...


The point is, this isn't that bad and there is nothing to be ashamed about. Take pride in jerking off man!

I know it's not that bad, but I guess it leans more on the deeper side of the scale of secrets than the darker ones for me. I would never confess this to anyone I actually know that's for sure.

 

[ImTelling]

I kin the bjork stalker, I think I am a lot like him except he's a lot smarter than me and more talented than me and he had the balls to do what he did and create a beautiful video diary about it.

So uh yeah