What’s worth living for or caring about?

[RoadtoFreedomTwo]

Can't think of any family, friends, pets, hobbies, etc...

 

[gasforme]

I wish I knew

 

[Proceed]

Time wasters.

 

[PI3.14]

Don't know tbh, and I feel part of it is individualistic, the other is due to society programming us to find value in certain things but not others.

However, a depressed mind might not find anything worth living for anyways.

 

[SeonSeia]

Don't think many people on here will know, lol! Maybe some on the recovery page.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

To me nothing is worth anything it's all meaningless garbage

and add to that how fast time passes . all the pleasure addictions are meaningless and very fleeting. how fast did 2025 fly by?

it's going to be over in a blink anyway and we'll cease to exist for all time never resurfacing again ever. how fast did the last 5 years fly by? how fast did 2025 fly by? ask any older person it flies by .

will anything that i do today wmatter in 200 years?, in 1000 years? in a trillion years? no.

however i don't want to go through unbearable pain : that matters to me

the only things that matter to me are having to do with me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap.

i can't stand even 10 seconds of the worst pain and i would never want to go throug unbearable pain not even for 60 seconds of the worst pain nothing is worth that .

it matters to me to get to Non-existence forever asap to get out of this hell asap

add to all that i'm just an ape , an animal , cells, chemical reactions what could matter? nothing except avoiding extreme torture . what can matter to a bag of cells , chemical reactions a machine?

i'm a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain : that's an extreme abomination

 

[SanagiMezamete]

To me nothing is worth anything it's all meaningless garbage

and add to that how fast time passes . all the pleasure addictions are meaningless and very fleeting. how fast did 2025 fly by?

it's going to be over in a blink anyway and we'll cease to exist for all time never resurfacing again ever. how fast did the last 5 years fly by? how fast did 2025 fly by? ask any older person it flies by .

will anything that i do today wmatter in 200 years?, in 1000 years? in a trillion years? no.

however i don't want to go through unbearable pain : that matters to me

the only things that matter to me are having to do with me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap.

i can't stand even 10 seconds of the worst pain and i would never want to go throug unbearable pain not even for 60 seconds of the worst pain nothing is worth that .

it matters to me to get to Non-existence forever asap to get out of this hell asap

add to all that i'm just an ape , an animal , cells, chemical reactions what could matter? nothing except avoiding extreme torture . what can matter to a bag of cells , chemical reactions a machine?

i'm a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain : that's an extreme abomination

I feel very similar to this sentiment. I think all of existence is just chasing relief from suffering. And on top of that the suffering wouldn't have to exist in the first place if I never existed. Life is pointless suffering that only exists to propagate itself. I am a slave to my biology. I want to cast off my yoke and be free from this prison called my body, even if it means embracing nothingness.

So I guess my answer to "what's worth living for or caring about?" is anything and everything you want it to be, or nothing at all. There is no transcendent truth or meaning to life, all the meaning rests in your hands. I'm trying to find something worth living for too.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me existence could never be worth it, I see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all I want is to permanently cease existing and never suffer again, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, to exist means to suffer and every second is torture to be conscious.

For me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to find peace from this horrific reality where there is all this endless suffering and torture where existing beings are tortured every second, there's just so much evil in existing and for me I'd rather be at true permanent peace no matter what as I just don't want to suffer. Existence to me is the problem and it's just so terrible and horrible how humans cause all this harm and suffering by imposing this torturous, futile existence onto others, to suffer in this existence is the most terrible undeserved punishment to me and I find it horrifying how a human can suffer for decades longer just to face the extreme agony of old age.

 

[itsgone2]

Now? Nothing.
I had it all. Family. Community. Good job. Small but nice house. Friends
Slowly lost it all. Why? Because of some stupid personality disorder and being too stupid and blind to see all the clues.
I deserve death but no now I just stay and suffer