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Dragonetti

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Sep 8, 2018
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Brain damage from lack of oxygen
C2 spine fracture (hangmans fracture)
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Sep 3, 2018
470
Live as a vegetable with severe brain damage. Depending on others for every aspect of life. Sounds like hell, but maybe if you don't know it who knows? Too risky for my liking. Then again, so is pretty much everything else besides wishing I had cancer so I can move to Oregon and get some death pills.
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
Failing this method sounds horrible, it will make my life worst than what it is now. I don't know what to do at this point. I already tested the place where I'll be hanging and I'm almost positive it is secure. CTB is so scary. I still think I might try it soon just gotta pick a good time.
 
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bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Failing this method sounds horrible, it will make my life worst than what it is now. I don't know what to do at this point. I already tested the place where I'll be hanging and I'm almost positive it is secure. CTB is so scary. I still think I might try it soon just gotta pick a good time.
You gotta guarantee isolation and ensure no one will find you in time before you pass. I heard the most common failure for this method is because someone stops the hanging right in the middle of it.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Live life like a vegetable. Your parents are forced to look after you. It doesnt sound pleasant!
 
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MachineGunDani

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Sep 10, 2018
336
That's my fear. Being revived midway and then becoming basically retarded.
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
That's my fear. Being revived midway and then becoming basically retarded.

That's my fear too, finding a time where no one would be at my house for a while is pretty easy but I'm still scared about it. I'm gonna see how this weekend goes. If it goes okay then I might wait a little longer but if it doesn't I might attempt it in the very near future.
 
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MachineGunDani

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Sep 10, 2018
336
That's my fear too, finding a time where no one would be at my house for a while is pretty easy but I'm still scared about it. I'm gonna see how this weekend goes. If it goes okay then I might wait a little longer but if it doesn't I might attempt it in the very near future.
Yea it's def scary. I'm was all for hanging but now this Nembutal looks good so I'm still thinking
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
Yea it's def scary. I'm was all for hanging but now this Nembutal looks good so I'm still thinking

The hardest part of Nembutal is probably just getting your hands on it. I doubt I'll be able to get it in any time soon. I wish you luck trying to find it tho. I'm going with partial suspension cause I got very few options.
 
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bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
That's my fear too, finding a time where no one would be at my house for a while is pretty easy but I'm still scared about it. I'm gonna see how this weekend goes. If it goes okay then I might wait a little longer but if it doesn't I might attempt it in the very near future.
hotel would be a good option if you can't get the house free to yourself.
 
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MachineGunDani

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Sep 10, 2018
336
The hardest part of Nembutal is probably just getting your hands on it. I doubt I'll be able to get it in any time soon. I wish you luck trying to find it tho. I'm going with partial suspension cause I got very few options.
I kno I'm worried about getting some bullshit for $600 lol. Then I would just b more in debt and still miserable lol well I wish u luck too!
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
hotel would be a good option if you can't get the house free to yourself.

I still live with my parents and I don't got my license yet but probably will sometime soon so if I decide to wait a little bit I'll probably do it at a hotel. Plus I rather not have anyone in my family discover my body, not saying I wouldn't feel bad for the hotel worker that will. I really think it's something that's worth waiting a little longer for to make sure I do it right.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
Yea walking in on a hanging body is pretty traumatic even if it's family or not
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
I'm gonna decide to wait until I can somehow go to a hotel without anyone in my family getting suspicious, thank you bigj75 for the tip.
 
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Gregor samsa

Member
Sep 6, 2018
44
Yea walking in on a hanging body is pretty traumatic even if it's family or not
No matter how u cut it someone is gonna to see that you hung urself ,it is just a question of who u possibly traumatize in the end
 
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windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
Failing this method sounds horrible, it will make my life worst than what it is now. I don't know what to do at this point. I already tested the place where I'll be hanging and I'm almost positive it is secure. CTB is so scary. I still think I might try it soon just gotta pick a good time.
It's super scary, to me. I wish it wasn't.
 
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windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
It may help to prepare an Advance Directive, which you can pick up at your local hospital. You then bring them a copy. I have one done. I also have a copy to leave out next to me when I ctb. It contains a Do Not Resuscitate order, and also says I don't want to be given food or drink.

If someone became a vegetable, but had an AD saying not to sustain life artificially, and their wishes were respected, they would not live for more than 14 days in most cases (dehydration).
 
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Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
It may help to prepare an Advance Directive, which you can pick up at your local hospital. You then bring them a copy. I have one done. I also have a copy to leave out next to me when I ctb. It contains a Do Not Resuscitate order, and also says I don't want to be given food or drink.

If someone became a vegetable, but had an AD saying not to sustain life artificially, and their wishes were respected, they would not live for more than 14 days in most cases (dehydration).


I'm not 100% certain on this but I read somewhere that if you have a DNR and you attempt suicide they will still attempt to resuscitate you. Anyone know if this is true?
 
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Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Duqu yes they have to do everything to save you or they risk being charged with assisting a suicide. It's crazy.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
No matter how u cut it someone is gonna to see that you hung urself ,it is just a question of who u possibly traumatize in the end
I hate that someone's gonna have to deal with finding me. Unfortunately it's my boyfriend but he's already aware of it so hopefully that softens the blow
 
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Gregor samsa

Member
Sep 6, 2018
44
I hate that someone's gonna have to deal with finding me. Unfortunately it's my boyfriend but he's already aware of it so hopefully that softens the blow
Every method has some type of drawback ,with hanging I agree its someone seeing u hanging there dead but for me I prefer that to a gun with brain tissue spread all over the place
 
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MachineGunDani

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Sep 10, 2018
336
Every method has some type of drawback ,with hanging I agree its someone seeing u hanging there dead but for me I prefer that to a gun with brain tissue spread all over the place
I'd b worried with the kick back of the gun I'd end up shooting an ear off or something stupid lol
 
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Gregor samsa

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Sep 6, 2018
44
I'd b worried with the kick back of the gun I'd end up shooting an ear off or something stupid lol
Put it in your mouth and u don't worry about that
 
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Gregor samsa

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Sep 6, 2018
44
I hate that someone's gonna have to deal with finding me. Unfortunately it's my boyfriend but he's already aware of it so hopefully that softens the blow
Maybe go some where he would not be the one to find u ,if that helps
 
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MachineGunDani

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Sep 10, 2018
336
Yea lol I don't want to traumatize people. I started looking into Nembutal since that's less dramatic but it seems they are all scams
 
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Gregor samsa

Member
Sep 6, 2018
44
Yea lol I don't want to traumatize people. I started looking into Nembutal since that's less dramatic but it seems they are all scams
Unless you just disappear someone is going to find your body so as anethema as it is you just have to think about what is the price I pay to end my life is it someone finding me is it just disappearing there unfortunately is some kind of cost to any method
 
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