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- Aug 5, 2018
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Okay, so I've seen a dozen goodbye posts now and I'm sick of it. Why can't I do it? What the hell is keeping me here? What is your secret guys? What made you overcome your survival instinct?
Besides homelessness or a debilitating illness, I don't know what rock bottom isdrugs and alcohol I guess. Or maybe truly hitting rock bottom.
There's no secret. Ultimately, no one wants to die.
lolRed Bull apparently
rock bottom is a memeBesides homelessness or a debilitating illness, I don't know what rock bottom is
You really just hafe to be convinced of the utter hopelessness of your current situation, there are methods that a survival instinct isnt a factor at all. Survival instincts really only come into play when attempting something scary like jumping or getting hit by as train.
No secret but this list may help.
- Turn on the news (a station you don't agree with)
- Log onto facebook
- Look at yourself in the mirror
- Take a look at your bank account
- Watch an episode of The Kardashians
Sounds reasonable, I just need the fearlessness if thats the caseA study on suicide found that it generally requires three ingredients: a sense of alienation; fearlessness; and a kind of numbness to pain.
Cutting ties with everyone.
My mind tries so hard. Hard sell that everyone truly hates me and would be better off with me dead. It does this, because I want out. I know that life can't be any good for me, but somehow it is for others. And they have fooled me into thinking they might need me around. They'll be fine without me, but I'm too stupid or maybe I have an inflated self importance. I am after all, a flawed pile of crap like everybody else.
To me hitting rock bottom is having no dreams/purpose/hope. I've been homeless before but I was happier then than I've ever been having my own apartment. Because I still believed I had a purpose then. I still had dreams. But once I knew my hope was gone no amount of money could make me feel as good as when I still had my dreams.Besides homelessness or a debilitating illness, I don't know what rock bottom is
I do.There's no secret. Ultimately, no one wants to die.
correction. Nobody wants pain/suffering while dying.There's no secret. Ultimately, no one wants to die.
When life is painful enough then you have no instinctOkay, so I've seen a dozen goodbye posts now and I'm sick of it. Why can't I do it? What the hell is keeping me here? What is your secret guys? What made you overcome your survival instinct?
Smart commentTo me hitting rock bottom is having no dreams/purpose/hope. I've been homeless before but I was happier then than I've ever been having my own apartment. Because I still believed I had a purpose then. I still had dreams. But once I knew my hope was gone no amount of money could make me feel as good as when I still had my dreams.