Darkover
Angelic
- Jul 29, 2021
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The more I look around the less point I see in living. Life is mostly a chore. You spend the first 20 years to study then the next 40-50 years to work then you die. While at school you're brainwashed into a perfect member of society, and are given a lifescript to follow. Chances are your parents belong to intellectual majority, or they might have a brain condition called religion so they brainwash or pass their not-that-ideal worldview to your too. Good luck getting rid of that garbage after years of abuse!
After school you go to university and get in debt for the next 20 years or don't go to university and become a retail slave. If you go to university, chances are you'd picked the wrong degree due to inexperience and your parents being stupid who couldn't help you with solid advice (tip: if your major isn't mathy you've probably made the wrong choice). So you now have debt and useless degree. Nice. What's next? Right, you go straight to being a corporate slave. Here's your desk, your computer. Lunch break? No, you must Work You Ass Off TM, little shit. Don't want to work overtime? But to be Successfull Respectable American, you must, are you what, LAZY gasp? Then you take shit and dick up your ass from your boss for the rest of your life.
And you also can't leave. Why? Because you have student debt to pay, appartment to rent and food to buy. You're lucky if you have any money left after that.
It gets easier with time, though, when your mental resistance is crushed entirely, your personality gets distorted and your asshole gets wide enough. All the while a corporation you work for pollutes the environment, bribes the politicians, furthers its monopoly, pecks off a little more of your freedom as a citizen. Oh, btw if you realise how bad your life became and get sad over it, society tells you it's not normal and sends you to a 'doctor' who gives you drugs to put a stop to any freethinking ability you might be in an unfortunate possession of.
If you're unlucky or stupid you start a family and create a kid who will turn your life into hell, takes 20 years out of your life, plus mental and physical degradation. Then your spouse and you get divorced. If you're a woman you're left alone with a kid to survive in poverty, if you're a man you're forced to pay money out of your salary. If you don't get divorced while a kid is underage, you most likely would divorce after he grows up due to all the accumulated tiredness of your relationship.
By that time you developed lots of health problems due to your job and raising the kid and it's just a matter of years before it kills you. You're old already and, having spent the last two decades watching the kid, you have an atrophied brain and no personality of your own. Chances are, you wouldn't be able to retire, you would work right until your death. You would probably even feel relief if you get to die at a working day, because you wouldn't need to go to work! So, after years of service, after you get useless you are discarded of.
How long would it take? If you're an American, it would happen faster or you'd go bankrupt due to medical expenses. If you're a European, it'd probably be better though. If you are neither (read: third world) then you'd either not get any medical help or would get shit medical help.
What's next? Right, eldely house and dying. Good luck with that. You might die from cancer, stroke, aneurysm, whatever. It'll probably be painful and miserable regardless.
Well, that is the real version of life they don't teach you at school. It truly is. Looking around I don't see any happy people. Only miserable, stupid or delusional (many of the later go hard on religion because ouch the truth hurts too much). Even those at the top probably are not that happy, because they live in constant fear of a peasant uprising and retribution, whatever form it might take. Humanity is the worst species on this planet and there is no escaping it. Once you see it, it's impossible to unsee. Even I was given everything I asked for at this moment, I still wouldnt be able to unsee it and be hapy - because in the end, no one gets to have a happy ending. Life is just a damage control, you either get lots of damage and die, or you get (born) rich and your life is easy with relatively no damage, but then you still die. And yet death is the best thing in this world, because no other thing managed to put stop to so much misery.
After school you go to university and get in debt for the next 20 years or don't go to university and become a retail slave. If you go to university, chances are you'd picked the wrong degree due to inexperience and your parents being stupid who couldn't help you with solid advice (tip: if your major isn't mathy you've probably made the wrong choice). So you now have debt and useless degree. Nice. What's next? Right, you go straight to being a corporate slave. Here's your desk, your computer. Lunch break? No, you must Work You Ass Off TM, little shit. Don't want to work overtime? But to be Successfull Respectable American, you must, are you what, LAZY gasp? Then you take shit and dick up your ass from your boss for the rest of your life.
And you also can't leave. Why? Because you have student debt to pay, appartment to rent and food to buy. You're lucky if you have any money left after that.
It gets easier with time, though, when your mental resistance is crushed entirely, your personality gets distorted and your asshole gets wide enough. All the while a corporation you work for pollutes the environment, bribes the politicians, furthers its monopoly, pecks off a little more of your freedom as a citizen. Oh, btw if you realise how bad your life became and get sad over it, society tells you it's not normal and sends you to a 'doctor' who gives you drugs to put a stop to any freethinking ability you might be in an unfortunate possession of.
If you're unlucky or stupid you start a family and create a kid who will turn your life into hell, takes 20 years out of your life, plus mental and physical degradation. Then your spouse and you get divorced. If you're a woman you're left alone with a kid to survive in poverty, if you're a man you're forced to pay money out of your salary. If you don't get divorced while a kid is underage, you most likely would divorce after he grows up due to all the accumulated tiredness of your relationship.
By that time you developed lots of health problems due to your job and raising the kid and it's just a matter of years before it kills you. You're old already and, having spent the last two decades watching the kid, you have an atrophied brain and no personality of your own. Chances are, you wouldn't be able to retire, you would work right until your death. You would probably even feel relief if you get to die at a working day, because you wouldn't need to go to work! So, after years of service, after you get useless you are discarded of.
How long would it take? If you're an American, it would happen faster or you'd go bankrupt due to medical expenses. If you're a European, it'd probably be better though. If you are neither (read: third world) then you'd either not get any medical help or would get shit medical help.
What's next? Right, eldely house and dying. Good luck with that. You might die from cancer, stroke, aneurysm, whatever. It'll probably be painful and miserable regardless.
Well, that is the real version of life they don't teach you at school. It truly is. Looking around I don't see any happy people. Only miserable, stupid or delusional (many of the later go hard on religion because ouch the truth hurts too much). Even those at the top probably are not that happy, because they live in constant fear of a peasant uprising and retribution, whatever form it might take. Humanity is the worst species on this planet and there is no escaping it. Once you see it, it's impossible to unsee. Even I was given everything I asked for at this moment, I still wouldnt be able to unsee it and be hapy - because in the end, no one gets to have a happy ending. Life is just a damage control, you either get lots of damage and die, or you get (born) rich and your life is easy with relatively no damage, but then you still die. And yet death is the best thing in this world, because no other thing managed to put stop to so much misery.