EyeBeyond

EyeBeyond

Beyond Galaxy
Dec 3, 2023
70
Family or friends
 
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Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
I hate myself the most obviously.

I don't hate family, they have done a lot for me, much more than I have done for them.

I don't have any friends to hate, but there is this one asshole who I met for 3 days, his name was jackson and he treated me like shit for being quiet and awkward. I hate that mf so much, I still remember his name after 6 years, despite only meeting him for a few days. I hate people like that, who pick on the quiet people, fuck them.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
myself. sure, i can blame my mom for a shitty childhood + upbringing + failing to teach me basic life skills & necessities, but that's the same story for so many ppl. in fact, many have had it much worse, & still made smthg of themselves & their lives through sheer strength, will, & self discipline. my mom's actually 1 of em. at the end of the day the only person i can truly blame for how i turned out, is me.
 
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evanave

evanave

love you guys <3
Dec 5, 2023
32
My best friend. He knew I liked this girl who was our friend. Then proceeded to ask her out and date her. They have been dating for almost a year now. I don't like her anymore, but I can't help but feel betrayed. I love both of them so much, they are 2 of my closest friends. It just hurts to seem them.
 
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Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
myself. sure, i can blame my mom for a shitty childhood + upbringing + failing to teach me basic life skills & necessities, but that's the same story for so many ppl. in fact, many have had it much worse, & still made smthg of themselves & their lives through sheer strength, will, & self discipline. at the end of the day the only person i can truly blame for how i/things turned out, is me.
That's the worst thing for me.

There are people who grew up in third world countries, or were abused, or bullied horrifically, who are doing much better than me. I really have no excuse to be the subhuman that I am, and yet I am.
 
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breezeboy

breezeboy

To infinity and beyond
Dec 8, 2023
404
Myself. I ruin everything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,921
Pro-life people who wish to make suicide inaccessible and stop others permanently escaping from suffering on their own terms, I despise how this society is very anti-suicide, it's evil how one cannot just choose to easily free themselves from this existence that was so harmfully imposed in the first place.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Myself. I fucked up my life with my choices.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
3,650
Myself since I'm complete piece of shit.

However, my stepmother would definietly be a close second. She was abusive towards my dad (physically and verbally), started a whole bunch of drama within my family but had the audacity to play victim, physically attacked my mom, threw my brother on two occassions and also threw stuff at him on one occassion (she has stop hitting him and doing anything physically to him years ago, but that's because that would risk her getting in trouble which would lead to the government finding out she's here illegally and deporting her), was manipulative, loud, and was overall a scary and uncomfortable person to be around. My friend who lived in the same buliding even admitted to finding her scary, which I don't blame her for.
 
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py_torch

old dog
Dec 8, 2022
4
myself, and everyone. I just couldn't get myself to not be disappointed by people. I have and know many people and good friends but eff they all suck. I never could bring myself to rely of them or even on myself. I do counseling and try my best of talk out things with people I like, but they don't care. Yes, it's good to have someone to listen to your problem but in the end, you realize you just suck, and the people you talk to suck just as much. I'm not saying I want attention but I wish them to be available especially when I'm well over my mind. I hate my life choices and the people I attract. Honestly, nothing is going to get better even with the counseling, psychedelic therapies, and CBTs. I feel fine for a while after them, but when this sadness comes back with much stronger force the next time. I wish I had access to a tall sky scrapper or river nearby so I can just CTB and be peaceful.
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
360
No one. Not even the worst conscious thing in existence is worthy of hating(there must be such a thing). It was doomed to be that thing, because the universe forcefully creates that thing, without it having a choice. If you were that thing, you would just be unlucky. If there was a way to cure you of being that thing, hatred would only be a confusion that gets in the way of doing the right thing. The only thing hatred does is add unnecessary suffering.
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
424
Myself.
 
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deathdream

Member
Aug 30, 2023
5
I hate myself a lot for being a complete alien compared to everyone else I meet. I can't communicate, I can't bond and I can't express myself. I only find peace alone, when nobody can see how repulsive I am and nobody can judge me.
My brother, he was the person that I looked up to but he was so jealous of me ever since I was born, he only wanted to make my life hell and he succeeded. He bullied me so much for basically 12 years, I didn't have anywhere to escape, and my parents didn't care.
I don't really feel like I have any right to hate anyone else, I'm way too shitty of a person already to be judging others.
 
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stuckinthemud

Student
Nov 14, 2023
120
My ex partner. I met him at a vulnerable time in my life healing from long Covid. Instead of being a supporting, caring and a compassionate partner he decided to declare psychological warfare on me after a few months of being together.
I won't go into details but he disrespected me, humiliated me, physically abused me and sexually assaulted me. Took total advantage of me and treated me like garbage when he was done.
I wish I could forgive him and forget…but I simply cannot.
 
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DeadHead

Belief is the enemy of knowledge
Aug 20, 2023
292
We're only allowed to pick one? Jeeeez....
 
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Meaningless_guy

Meaningless_guy

Time is a master who kills all his students.
Aug 12, 2022
31
Myself and an old friend of mine that lied to me all the time couse he was a lying piece of shit, I hate lies.
 
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RedHates

RedHates

Professional Victim
Jun 21, 2023
127
Ive made it a point to never say that i hate people because of the original meaning of the word hate. but there is only one person i hate more than myself. that would be my half brother. he lured me in and raped me more times than i could count. i was depressed before but he made me suicidal.
 
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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
Myself. I am a worthless c***. Can't be ok. Can't even ctb because I'm too pathetic
 
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Cyndaquil

Cyndaquil

Need Peace
Dec 2, 2023
61
Myself, for being absolutely useless
 
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funnyjoy

Looking to go
Jan 13, 2024
27
Myself lol. I ruin everything and I don't need to be alive
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
I don't hate anybody in particular but myself. I ruin everything.
 
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