Discussion What's the most dominant emotion you feel?

[Saxenomorph]

It's usually shame and anger for me. For some reason people can't stop mocking me (I don't even interact with them or act weird in front of them) and making me angry with their stupid behavior (people say I shouldn't give a shit but I can't, their choices affect my life most of the time). I barely feel other emotions like happiness, sadness, fear etc.

 

[neverwashere]

i don't know if it's the antidepressants i'm on or what, but i don't feel any emotion. it's just this hollowness that eats at me from the inside out, but I wouldn't call it "sadness" or "anger". It's justa void where i should be feeling emotions

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Mine is anger.
Anger from my horrific childhood abuse.
Anger from my mental illnesses.
Anger at the stupid human race.
Anger that I can't get Nembutal.

 

[princexhhn]

I am in a constant state of anxiety and paranoia LOL

 

[zeek]

its kinda just this bleh feeling, where im just here, existing, and my mouth is dry and my breath feels really heavy

 

[Celerity]

Exasperation.

I am tired of dealing with the same old bullshit, the same stupid tendencies with the same predictable results.

I am angry at how much of my life I have wasted and can only hope I do better with the time I have left.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Worry. I'm pretty much always worrying about something and I'm so tired of it.

 

[helpmegetout]

Loneliness.

 

[moondazed]

Shame. It eats your heart

 

[Saxenomorph]

Exasperation.

I am tired of dealing with the same old bullshit, the same stupid tendencies with the same predictable results.

I am angry at how much of my life I have wasted and can only hope I do better with the time I have left.

It's even worse when your life is mostly empty because of things you couldn't control, like mental health or abuse.

 

[Unhumanly.]

I used to feel anger so much,

but I don't know.. I don't know anymore, things doesn't really anger me the way it used to,

I kind of give up asking why and just WHY is the circumstances in my life and kind of accepted that life has placed me this way, this is the path that have been carved for me, and I know the next things it will be leading me to is the very end of everything

So to get it straight : it used to be anger but now it's more like tiredness, I think... I don't even know.

 

[Saxenomorph]

I used to feel anger so much,

but I don't know.. I don't know anymore, things doesn't really anger me the way it used to,

I kind of give up asking why and just WHY is the circumstances in my life and kind of accepted that life has placed me this way, this is the path that have been carved for me, and I know the next things it will be leading me to is the very end of everything

So to get it straight : it used to be anger but now it's more like tiredness, I think... I don't even know.

Sounds like apathy, something that appears with depression.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just feel tired of existing and I also very often feel a lot of dread for what lies ahead. It's such a curse to be a conscious being, the only relief for me certainly lies in ceasing to exist.

 

[Saxenomorph]

I just feel tired of existing and I also very often feel a lot of dread for what lies ahead. It's such a curse to be a conscious being, the only relief for me certainly lies in ceasing to exist.

People who think about future like us always suffer more, most people are like animals (all they do is eat, sleep, breed etc.) that's why the majority consist of happy people.

 

[Sylveon]

A weird, uneasy feeling of tiredness(?); can't describe it in words.

 

[Dead Horse]

A feeling of hopelessness. That my life is not in my hands anymore and that if there was ever any hope for me, it was in the past.

 

[deathviahanging]

for me it has to be frustration, whether it be from studies, relationships, expecting more from ppl or just flat out wanting to be left alone. sometimes it's a mix of everything combined. when it comes down to it everything is troubling one way or another

 

[Orange Cat]

Constant anxiety

 

[deletednumber]

Constant suicidal thoughts.

 

[sash]

Despondent.

 

[Altalune]

Currently, peace and apathy. Nothing matters anymore because I'm leaving, and I will live my final days as I wish. I miss my boyfriend, so there's some sadness in there, but it's not about the fact that I'll ctb soon.

 

[Agon321]

Anger and fear. Sometimes these two feelings combine and a specific mixture is created.

 

[Saxenomorph]

Currently, peace and apathy. Nothing matters anymore because I'm leaving, and I will live my final days as I wish. I miss my boyfriend, so there's some sadness in there, but it's not about the fact that I'll ctb soon.

Same here, i've been completing my bucket list for the last few weeks. I don't care about life anymore.

 

[lycheeginger]

Regret. Dealing with some irreversible choices that have changed my body, mind, and life. I spend most of my day thinking about it.

 

[HollowDrop]

Worthlessness. My childhood taught me I am not worth anything to other people and my brain is since then permanently wired to be stuck like this, rendering me unable to form meaningful human contacts.

 

[BananiFatFat]

It would be disappointment and shame.

 

[Jarni]

disarray and stunned astonishment

 

[loopdaloop]

shame

 

[ChantDuCygne]

Guilt. So much overwhelming guilt. The second would be despair and the third would be fear.

 

[Amyend88]

Sadness