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fantamaxxer

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May 11, 2026
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anything you think

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Priorities are that its 100% sure you won't get disabled,
and not completely painfull
 
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I've been thinking being put to sleep with opiates sounds nice, but I haven't done enough research into it
 
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unluckysadness

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There is no best method unfortunately (since Nembutal isn't available anymore šŸ˜ž). Don't try to buy it online, 100% are scams
As you're new, please read this. It' very interesting about what should NOT be done :


I hope you can recover because suicide will always be a very sad thing...
 
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For me it'd be a death as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is peace from the torture and suffering of this dreadful, painful existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake. I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again and I just see so much terrible cruelty in how Nembutal is made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
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Bishop

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Best is subjective. What one may like another will absolutely be against.
 
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Forveleth

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The method that you are comfortable performing and have access to. This is different for everyone.
 
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ScruffyDog80

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I've been thinking being put to sleep with opiates sounds nice, but I haven't done enough research into it
That's what I've been wanting to do too. Thinking about hydrocodone but keep seeing that there's a chance it won't work and I may be left with the kidney failure side effects of the large dose of acetaminophen that's in hydrocodone.
 
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thousandislandstare

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That's what I've been wanting to do too. Thinking about hydrocodone but keep seeing that there's a chance it won't work and I may be left with the kidney failure side effects of the large dose of acetaminophen that's in hydrocodone.
Yeah, a lot of orally ingested opioid medications will have undesirable additives
 
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LostHighway

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Nembutal is what's used in assisted suicide. Too bad it's not accessible. I may jump from a very tall bridge. 7 seconds of terror, but my death would be assured. I'm sorry you want to end your life. It breaks my heart that so many of us are in this place.
 
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