I'm 27 and looking forward to death. I'm living in country-side and so many older people here were dying. In my mind, I don't want to reach 32 years old or even 30. In what age will you ctb yourselves?
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
I used to say 18, then it was 20, then 21, now I'm 32 and I just don't say. There is no best age. None of it is good. You should however exhaust all that life has to give you before hand. Throw caution to the wind and do everything you've dreamt of before hand.
OreoWellington
Ready To Die
- Sep 28, 2019
- 123
I just wanted to share that we are both the same age, but I do not know WHEN exactly I would CTB.
Lotus1818
Experienced
- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
I think most well say there is no specific age to CTB. I'm 26 and I don't wanna live to 30. It all depends on their situation. If you're in massive physical pain. Then imo your age doesn't really matter.
How come you don't want to reach 30?
How come you don't want to reach 30?
I think it depends on your reasons..I think teenagers can be fucked up generally so I'm sorry when I hear of under 20s ctb as teen angst is such a real thing. Things could get so much better as you get older. My own opinion mid 20s onwards you probably have a good idea how you feel about life. But i mean i was over 40 when I really knew it was the only way for me. It's totally subjective.
Stan
Factoid Hunter
- Aug 29, 2019
- 2,589
I don't believe there is a best age. I only believe in the right time based on what is going on with the individual and their life.
noctiva
the invisible girl
- Nov 6, 2019
- 393
The best age is the age where you feel you are ready to go. Some reach it at 20, some aren't there at 90.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
Agreed. Also, most teenagers aren't really capable of reasoning rationally about such a difficult decision. Speaking in strictly scientific terms, the human brain isn't fully developed until around the age of 25. Most importantly, the frontal cortex isn't fully developed until then and it controls emotions, risk-taking, self-control etc.
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
Any age f you are sure about it. I wish I had the suicide thoughts twenty years earlier
Hangm4n
Consciousness & awareness
- Nov 17, 2019
- 73
I'm 32 and I can't say life gets better, just a lot more stress and a shit load more stuff you don't want or need. I genuinely fucking hate living i despise the shit out of it. Even if my problems were to fade away, the concept of living practically being controlled is ridiculous. Wish I could ctb at any point, wouldn't even regret it. The thought of it gets me excited, then I go to do it and bottle it
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
You're a slave to the government. You live and follow their rules, you work and pay taxes so they can live and survive, or face punishment.
Hence, being controlled.....
yes totally correct
yes lts so true, l ask my mother why the hell she had me, she says thats natural to have a baby, lm so mad
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Lotus1818
Experienced
- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
Hangm4n
Consciousness & awareness
- Nov 17, 2019
- 73
I got it all ready to be honest. Full suspension has to be the way. Whether I have my hands taped together before I go in the noose so there's no going back and I won't be able to reach for anything or have gorilla tape around my neck and then a noose i just want quick effect and to get the hell out of here. I can't think of any other way
When are you 26? I know that's probably irrelevant
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2Min2Midnight
Member
- Nov 20, 2019
- 36
In the womb would be the best time to CTB.
I've been suicidal most of my life, and I always wish I had done it sooner. That's just me personally.
Hangm4n
Consciousness & awareness
- Nov 17, 2019
- 73
Oh ok, so a few months then. You playing it day by day or are you dead set on ctb before that?
I don't have a particular date set, so I guess it is more a day to day thing, I just can't see myself hitting 26, to be honest.
I will be 27 soon and I think it's the perfect age to cbt. Hope to do it in December if I have the courage,
27. I'm 26 but I'll wait till next year. Think I've seen enough of life. Dont wanna experience anything more. I'm done.
Ironweed
Nauseated.
- Nov 9, 2019
- 320
I'm of two minds on this. I think an impulsive suicide is NEVER a good idea, at any age, at 9 or 90. Suicide should be approached with careful thought and should never occur in a state of high emotion. It is, after all, very much a one way street.
Having said that, I think it is generally possible to unfuck your life before you turn 25, but that once you pass that age it becomes increasingly difficult to do so. Time simply starts flowing against you.
Then again, I must admit the me who attempted suicide at 17 would tell the me offering such advice (currently in my mid-50s) to fuck off, and perhaps that earlier version would have had a point to do so.
Having said that, I think it is generally possible to unfuck your life before you turn 25, but that once you pass that age it becomes increasingly difficult to do so. Time simply starts flowing against you.
Then again, I must admit the me who attempted suicide at 17 would tell the me offering such advice (currently in my mid-50s) to fuck off, and perhaps that earlier version would have had a point to do so.
Hangm4n
Consciousness & awareness
- Nov 17, 2019
- 73
well I can't stop anyone from ctb but I hope you at least make it to then, you're cool!
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 453
I'm close to turning 19, so I will either be the age I am now which is 18 or if I have been sectioned then 19. I to am looking forward to death, some of us are just not made for this life.
OnlyMercy
No More
- Oct 23, 2018
- 190
totally agree, 23 and feel the same
internet and copes help numb the pain but ultimately I know at core level Im flawed and not fit for this life as well and I dont see it any other way
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
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