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itslaly

Member
May 13, 2019
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the title is self-explanatory, but basically i'm asking because i plan on leaving next week (that's when my SN arrives) and i'm sure i've got everything covered.
there are some people that really care about me and vice-versa - and my mom is the most important of all - but unfortunately that's not enough. i'm creating a playlist and writing a letter, but i can't think of anything else.
i've already saw almost all of my friends this week, but i don't think the ones i didn't get to see will suffer a lot because of it.
i'm gonna spend most of my time with my precious pets and listen to my favourite songs one last time.
what about you? have you guys thought about this?
 
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Lost4toolong

Member
Feb 29, 2020
66
I live very far from any friends or family. But. Ive slowly but surely been getting my last convos with everyone out of the way. I bought these two video games. The last of their series that ive been playing since i was 9. I wanted to finish them. Feels like this morbid irony. But ive felt compelled to do so. Maybe nostalgia from a better time
 
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Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
I will watch my favourite movies one last time. Listen to my favourite music as well. Maybe do a couple other things. I don't know if I will leave a letter or note when I CTB. I am not the best at writing what I feel or how to make people under stand my choice to CTB. I already have begun to withdraw from friends not that will care when I am gone. I am just going to do stuff for myself until my time comes.
 
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Proto

Student
Jan 21, 2020
117
I want to do Ayahuasca before i CTB, maybe some LSD as well. Reason is i want to know what the other side feels like before i die, Ayahuasca can apparently help you with that and perhaps be more accepting of death.
 

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