salai

salai

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Hello everyone,

The song that depicts my life the most these days is: "Please give me a red pen" by Siinamota.
I really like it because in east Asia writing someone's name in red ink means that they're deceased, so this song kind of represent the freedom that I yearn for.
I'm looking forward to hearing your songs!

Here's the link👇
 
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Great post, definitely this song.

I feel like I'm way too young to be dealing with my surgical complications.

 
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Nutshell
 
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Diemonds - $uicideboy$. I always think about the lyric "I should have been a reptilian vermillion living in the swamp"
 
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Sivit

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Idk, I lopped this one so often
It represents my everyday mood pretty well
 
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Beethovens Pathetique Sonata
 
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Linkin Park - Lost

Chester ended his life by hanging in 2017. Band got my through quite the rough patches (been a listener since Hybrid Thoery debuted). Lost was released last year but was recorded 20 years ago. It's a very odd feeling hearing someone who isn't here anymore but still listening to "new" music. It's a feeling that ive never experienced before.
 
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At this very moment? Last Resort by Papa Roach.
In general? State of Dreaming by MARINA
 
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I thought I'd add some more songs lol

Primadonna



And I'm sad to the core, core, core
Every day is a chore, chore, chore

Me Myself & I



I prefer this version though



Viva La Vida

 
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This one just for the title

 
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Sweet But Psycho



Dark Horse

 
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