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WithinMySoul

WithinMySoul

It's too late to give up
Oct 23, 2024
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Been lurking for awhile; sorry if this is a silly question but I need to start somewhere. From scratch, how much time will it roughly take to get the materials needed for sodium nitrite in the US? I want to be able to have the choice to die by August; is that at all attainable?
 
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APeacefulPlace

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From scratch, how much time will it roughly take to get the materials needed for sodium nitrite in the US? I want to be able to have the choice to die by August; is that at all attainable?
Should be, your due date gives you around 4-5 month. For me personally, SN from DMC took 2 weeks to arrive in the US and supplementary drugs from overseas Russian supplier took 4 weeks. My account differs from others, hopefully they can share their input on this too.
 
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heisenberg

heisenberg

don’t know, don’t care anymore
May 18, 2020
171
it took me about 3 weeks to get my sn from dmc. i ordered meto from an indian supplier and it took about 3 weeks to get it as well. it took me no time at all to get propranolol, as i get my birth control from an online pharmacy that also offers mental health treatment and prescribes that kind of medicine. i lied and said that i've used propranolol in the past and it helped. benzos were easy for me to obtain since i have an irl that deals it. you have more than enough time to get everything you need though
 
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WithinMySoul

WithinMySoul

It's too late to give up
Oct 23, 2024
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Should be, your due date gives you around 4-5 month. For me personally, SN from DMC took 2 weeks to arrive in the US and supplementary drugs from overseas Russian supplier took 4 weeks. My account differs from others, hopefully they can share their input on this too.
Thank you, but by "from scratch" I also mean not having access to resources like DMC. I understand why new members aren't given direct access and I've heard it's difficult to find; will that cut into the time at all?
 
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RiverOfLife

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Nov 7, 2024
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I found DMC on a Russian search engine that starts with Y. Just remember the traditional use for SN.
 
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stockyman

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Jan 11, 2025
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I found DMC on a Russian search engine that starts with Y. Just remember the traditional use for SN.
believe i found the y website - any further clues to locate dmc? ive tried and looked and looked...im not a techie pls help me
it took me about 3 weeks to get my sn from dmc. i ordered meto from an indian supplier and it took about 3 weeks to get it as well. it took me no time at all to get propranolol, as i get my birth control from an online pharmacy that also offers mental health treatment and prescribes that kind of medicine. i lied and said that i've used propranolol in the past and it helped. benzos were easy for me to obtain since i have an irl that deals it. you have more than enough time to get everything you need though
meto to avoid vomiting? propranolol for? benzos for sleep?
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
448
I just did a search for SN (using the fully spelled out chemical name) on Y and DMC shows up very high in the results. The hint above about remembering the traditional use of SN should be enough. In the worst case you can just click through each result until you find it. If you have to go through 3 or more pages you probably missed it or have the wrong search terms.
 
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heisenberg

don’t know, don’t care anymore
May 18, 2020
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believe i found the y website - any further clues to locate dmc? ive tried and looked and looked...im not a techie pls help me

meto to avoid vomiting? propranolol for? benzos for sleep?
propranolol is a luxury mentioned in the pph. it lowers your heart rate, as tachycardia is a common side symptom with sn. it's not required for the procedure, but may be helpful.
 
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Jan 8, 2025
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believe i found the y website - any further clues to locate dmc? ive tried and looked and looked...im not a techie pls help me

meto to avoid vomiting? propranolol for? benzos for sleep?
The clue that helped me: DMC is not vegan. If you're on the right site, you'll know by this clue.
 
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sobsob

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Aug 29, 2024
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Thank you, but by "from scratch" I also mean not having access to resources like DMC. I understand why new members aren't given direct access and I've heard it's difficult to find; will that cut into the time at all?
it took me less than an hour to locate DMC simply by going thru old threads here and using the various clues i came upon.

i would recommend sleuthing on old sanctioned suicide threads for more clues bc some people lowkey lead you right to it lol
 
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WithinMySoul

It's too late to give up
Oct 23, 2024
3
it took me less than an hour to locate DMC simply by going thru old threads here and using the various clues i came upon.

i would recommend sleuthing on old sanctioned suicide threads for more clues bc some people lowkey lead you right to it lol
I found it super easily from just the replies to this thread lol. Thanks for the help!
 
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