what's a common behavior of someone who's close to kill yourself?

[NothingElseMatters]

full of anger? too quiet?

 

[hiddenbpd]

Calmness and not giving a shit anymore.

 

[jodes2]

Might be anger, not so much. Could well be quiet. When I was going to kms I started selling all my possessions. Now I seriously regret half of what I sold, I'll never get some of those vinyl records again, very rare stuff I had. You also start to isolate big time.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

It obviously depends on the person, but for me it's withdrawal, sort of. I've always been an introvert, so it's not really noticeable, but ever since deciding to ctb, I've stopped making friends to try and minimize the hurt I'll cause. I also don't give a shit about things anymore. Like I know I'm gonna end things, so when shit hits the fan, I'm usually calm even if I'd like things to go my way.

Sometimes, I'm even tempted to intentionally fail things in order to push myself over the edge and overcome SI. But I don't even have a reliable method so that would just be a poor decision.

 

[FuneralCry]

Maybe a common behaviour is feeling so disconnected from everything in this world, like the suicidal person sees everything around them and doesn't feel apart of it, they feel like they've already left this world in a way but are still breathing and they just know that they are ready to leave.

 

[Meaninglessness]

People who are close to commit suicide are hardly on the same level as us who can communicate with people. Someone who feels so bad that life is unbearable can´t eat, drink and sleep. They cry in pain. These people are in a situation where there is no possibility of recovery. You will understand when you find yourself in this situation. It will be the worst situation of your life.

 

[-autisticSunflower]

People who are close to commit suicide are hardly on the same level as us who can communicate with people. Someone who feels so bad that life is unbearable can´t eat, drink and sleep. They cry in pain. These people are in a situation where there is no possibility of recovery. You will understand when you find yourself in this situation. It will be the worst situation of your life.

Some times I feel I want help which is why I reach out to the services. I'm screaming down the phone, peeing myself and vomiting because of how no one is helping me and my autistic meltdowns I just cannot cope with. I was prescribed max dosage and now cannot get anymore for another day even though the meds made no difference I was that distressed. There is no help for me and yet I try because I am in despair with myself. I manage to think how I would feel if it were someone else in my position and it devastates me. To just not feel alone and some light at the end of the tunnel would be lifesaving. But the services I phone for help practically tell me they are out of options. I am a burden and I cannot wait till I die.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

A lot of people give away their belongings when they're near to the point of ctb. It may be just generalized giving away of stuff, maybe donating to a charitable organization, or it may be giving way something meaningful to someone close in the hope that it will have meaning to whom it is given and that person(s) will remember you.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

Some times I feel I want help which is why I reach out to the services. I'm screaming down the phone, peeing myself and vomiting because of how no one is helping me and my autistic meltdowns I just cannot cope with. I was prescribed max dosage and now cannot get anymore for another day even though the meds made no difference I was that distressed. There is no help for me and yet I try because I am in despair with myself. I manage to think how I would feel if it were someone else in my position and it devastates me. To just not feel alone and some light at the end of the tunnel would be lifesaving. But the services I phone for help practically tell me they are out of options. I am a burden and I cannot wait till I die.

I'm really sorry

 

[makethepainstop]

Calmness and not giving a shit anymore.

Ok YES! That is me too a t.

full of anger? too quiet?

Some of us are absolutely transported with joy! Just knowing I can initiate life termination protocols at any time anywhere with privacy for a few hours! It is such a relief to know that if any when those things I fear to come to pass that I just start my SN sequencing. Bye-bye to all the A-holes on the earth, and makethepainstop is off and gone! YES!

 

[TheCyberian]

For me, personally, things get very serious once I start isolating myself from friends and donating all my money and possessions. I can't offer to pay off my friends' credit cards anymore or they'll definitely know something is up haha.

 

[achromatic]

Emotional numbness, indifference, withdrawing even more from social contact and episodes of getting black-out drunk, for me
Waves of euphoria