Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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I think I'd have to ctb unironically. My life has been a battlefield for so long that I wouldn't know what to do in peace time. I'm a hardened veteran not fit for a soft existence. And this world feels like a beta world that is nice to look at it but the activities available are unsatisfying and need to be reworked in Research and Development. It's sick that the worlds shown in tv, movies, and video games are better than boring reality. What a tease
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,332
one of my main problems is that i don't have a good method for ctb, so if the problem of method disappeared, i guess bye-bye world
 
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Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
459
Probably just fuck it up all over again.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
Draw, write stories, learn languages, travel
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,508
If all my problems were solved - it's only one major problem (money) - I would start living my life again, traveling, exploring other countries and cultures, hobbies, maybe I'd try new things that could become a hobby.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,154
I'd probably live it. Until someone whose life gets ruined by my life being better opts to take revenge on me and ends my life.
 
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lachrymost

lachrymost

finger on the eject button
Oct 4, 2022
344
If all my problems were solved, then I guess I'd have the courage and confidence for right to die activism. The right to die is a crucial priority, because if you can't die peacefully then you could be forced to suffer through anything possible.
 
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Unicr0n

Unicr0n

Stuck in a black hole...
Mar 26, 2024
259
I would become a hermit again and sit inside all day painting/drawing. I guess that my problems have actually helped me get out of my shell and become a better person... Despite getting more dopamine consistently by drawing all day.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,168
I'd be a permanent hiki and just consume the media and entertainment that people would make. I wouldn't have any responsibilities as everything would magically be done for me. I'd also die peacefully during my sleep before I reach old age
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
I'd probably live it. Until someone whose life gets ruined by my life being better opts to take revenge on me and ends my life.
Lol why do you view yourself as a villain?
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Nothing lol. I'd just neetmaxx until I die. I wouldn't have to work and I would have infinite money instead. I'd go traveling though because I want to explore the world. I would stay young and beautiful forever as I wouldn't age past 25
Lol why do you view yourself as a villain?
I also wonder this
I'd be a permanent hiki and just consume the media and entertainment that people would make. I wouldn't have any responsibilities as everything would magically be done for me. I'd also die peacefully during my sleep before I reach old age
Same. I would be free from responsibilities, demands and obligations, and I'd have an existence as chill as ice. Ice ice, baby. 🧊 I wouldn't have to do anything, as other people would do everything for me. Maybe you'll see me in the ice circle eventually 👀 See you in the 9th circle of hell! Jk 🤣 I just really like the ice circle for some reason. I'd never reach middle or old age as I wouldn't age past 25. I would just die in my sleep when I feel like life isn't fun or worth it anymore
 
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1MiserableGuy

1MiserableGuy

Specialist
Dec 30, 2023
365
I would relocate to the Mississippi delta and try to reignite my now dead music career. I had one in Nashville for seven years, and 2020 destroyed it.
 
Unicr0n

Unicr0n

Stuck in a black hole...
Mar 26, 2024
259
Wdym? How so
I had the problem of being a nasty, toxic person towards most my family. Despite me living with my foster parent, I refused to accept how they lived [they'd throw parties sometimes and smoke, which got into the house and into my room] so I made their lives miserable. To the point where I got kicked out when I was defending one of my sisters. That forced me to go to college for a place to live. Because of college, I met people who straightened out my bad personality and with effort, I became a better person who was more open to people's differences. It helped me stop viewing life so pessimistically.

If I didn't have the problem of being a toxic person, I would still be in my room today. Not volunteering. Not knowing how to drive. Probably would've killed myself by now.
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
381
Presuming my money problems also vanished, I would definitely travel. I would do things, a lot of things actually, there's so much I want to do, but I can't even afford food at the moment.

Of course my mental health wouldn't improve overnight, however, doing the things I enjoy would certainly give me something to focus on. Plus, I always sleep better when I'm elsewhere, so it would help instantly!

If I had money right now, I'd jump on a train, go somewhere, and book a hotel for a couple of days. Even if it meant just eating shit and watching films on the TV, I would certainly come back feeling a lot better. I always do (when I used to see a family member once a month, years ago, I did this and felt so much better for it).

I would also give therapy another go. Private therapy, with the same therapist I had recently, because he is the only one that's ever really listened, and helped me, but unfortunately the NHS only allows for 4 months worth of sessions, which isn't enough.

Yeah... if I had money, I'd be so much better off. No more worrying about when I'm going to get my next meal, or afford to pay my bills. My life would improve dramatically, and in turn, it would ease my suffering, too.

Even just the little things help, you know? I would love to sit by the beach, eat a bag of chips with curry sauce, and listen to the sound of the waves crashing, watch the waves crashing. So peaceful. I can't even afford to do that though. That's my safe place. Definitely
 
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Buh-bye!

jkfajsd
Jan 10, 2024
266
I think I'd have to ctb unironically. My life has been a battlefield for so long that I wouldn't know what to do in peace time. I'm a hardened veteran not fit for a soft existence. And this world feels like a beta world that is nice to look at it but the activities available are unsatisfying and need to be reworked in Research and Development. It's sick that the worlds shown in tv, movies, and video games are better than boring reality. What a tease
i am too broken to live. i'll probably just see off a few people and kill myself. 'cause to stay around people with the mentality that i have, can unitentionally hurt them and i don't want that to happen no more
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,829
What I'm doing now, except I'd be better at it and happier I expect.
 
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Jarni

Jarni

Love is a toothache in the heart. H.Heine
Dec 12, 2020
379
falling in love, making love, swimming in the sea, having philosophical discussions with passionate and exciting people in fine restaurants...
 
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spottem

spottem

gurl
Jul 23, 2024
23
I want nothing more than to own a little house with lots of land and to host friends I don't have
 
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enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
310
I'll go learn things I like and go live somewhere I like.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,243
I'd skip along the hillside picking daisies.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
560
get married, feel love for the first time
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,850
falling in love, making love, swimming in the sea, having philosophical discussions with passionate and exciting people in fine restaurants...
get married, feel love for the first time
Second to long days with my loved one, doing all things innocent and otherwise. I'd like to sleep in, relax in our living room with the sun coming in, go to the market, make lunch together, then have a cocktail while she plays me a song on our piano, then I can play her something, then we'd take a walk around the neighborhood when the sun is going down a bit. I would honestly never get tired of that.

I'd produce so much music, lol. It would be trash but with all that time I could obsess, although in fairness it has been getting less trash lately so who knows. We'd probably have some alone time even on the days we spent mostly together so I'd fiddle with it then.

I'd probably still be on here lending an ear when possible, but gosh if I was no longer working but also didn't think everything sucked would I still be a dumb normie NPC? A mystery to be sure.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
560
Second to long days with my loved one, doing all things innocent and otherwise. I'd like to sleep in, relax in our living room with the sun coming in, go to the market, make lunch together, then have a cocktail while she plays me a song on our piano, then I can play her something, then we'd take a walk around the neighborhood when the sun is going down a bit. I would honestly never get tired of that.
This is beautiful, i genuinely hope it comes true for you!
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,850
This is beautiful, i genuinely hope it comes true for you!
Thank you :) We get to have that day once a month or so, but if money weren't an issue we'd do it 5 days a week. It does make it easier to put the hours in, though.
 
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Aergia

Aergia

Mage
Jun 20, 2023
526
I guess I would just focus on learning new things, and pursuing a career in research science or something adjacent. It's off-topic, but sometimes I think I wouldn't mind being depressed anywhere near as much I do if it meant that my cognitive abilities were what they used to be.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
Live life to the fullest, enjoy it, be happy all the time...
 
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