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- Jan 18, 2021
- 15
I want to end my life. I have a lot of medication but no prescription medicine. I know that the over the counter medication is going to potentially take a really long time and be very painful and I could be found too soon, and I know the best option for me is probably to jump. I live quite near some really high cliffs and I know I would die from it, but I just don't have the courage to do it and jump. I don't have the time to go and try and talk myself into jumping because the police will come and section me and I also don't want to put anyone else at risk at the cliffs. I just want to be able to go without anyone noticing until I have done it. I'm not sure what I should do. I am thinking maybe taking all the medication and when I am in so much pain to just jump then. I'm just so worried I will be found and end up in a worse off condition. I know this is the only way to stop the problems I have and I am also just a burden to the people around me by feeling this way, so I need to find a solution soon