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lonely30

Member
Jun 27, 2022
13
Firstly I'm sorry if I post that on the wrong section of forum.
Secondly what I'm planning to do is completly legal I'm not gonna do anything illicit.
And finally starting of the story is complicated and I really dont want to share private details about it.

A person take all of my oportunities to leave this shit hole country, starting a new maybe a happy life. She left me no choice but ctb. But now I have a chance to ruin her life, her family, her job and everything she has. I dont know should I do that to fulfill my desire for revenge. If I had any chances other than ctb I would done it without thinking for a second but what is the good of to satisfy a dead man's feelings? I cant stop thinking if it is worth it I really dont know what to do.
Nothing. The only small comfort that I sometimes have is that I'm a better person than the people who have destroyed me.
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
130
Firstly I'm sorry if I post that on the wrong section of forum.
Secondly what I'm planning to do is completly legal I'm not gonna do anything illicit.
And finally starting of the story is complicated and I really dont want to share private details about it.

A person take all of my oportunities to leave this shit hole country, starting a new maybe a happy life. She left me no choice but ctb. But now I have a chance to ruin her life, her family, her job and everything she has. I dont know should I do that to fulfill my desire for revenge. If I had any chances other than ctb I would done it without thinking for a second but what is the good of to satisfy a dead man's feelings? I cant stop thinking if it is worth it I really dont know what to do.
I passed up revenge, even prosecuting the woman that brutalized me, threatened to kill me and leave me in the wilderness where I would never be found, gas lit me, destroyed all my relationships, tortured me.
She got sick with a nasty debilitating disease and died rather quickly, loosing her ability to stand, walk, talk and eventually even breath. Couldn't happen to a nicer and what comes around goes around huh?
Yesterday, that bitch came back from the grave and violated me all over again. My children's identity papers that had been stolen from our home, our private file cabinet and our private papers, were found in her home, in terrible condition, torn, stained, curled, some of them missing, possibly sold on the dark net.
Do I wish I had not been the nice person, the turn the other cheek person and put that fucking bitch in jail? Do I wish I had ruined that woman's life and taken everything from her that I possibly could have?
If YOU have the upper hand, if what you are doing is above board and legal; if what she did to you was actually illegal, dangerous, life threatening; if she is the type of person that can/will/does the same horrid things to others she has done to you and will only continue to threaten, harass, harm others, especially children, then take the chance to ruin her life, because once she is dead, it will be a long and time consuming, and most likely expensive process to sue her estate, that is assuming she dies before you and that what she has done to you actually would be something you could sue for.
 
friendofbirds

friendofbirds

Member
Jun 6, 2022
63
while i hate him for having groomed me, i also dont wish him any ill will anymore. i mostly wish i could reach out and tell his current girlfriend.
 
DavesDogDexter

DavesDogDexter

Member
Mar 1, 2021
18
Firstly I'm sorry if I post that on the wrong section of forum.
Secondly what I'm planning to do is completly legal I'm not gonna do anything illicit.
And finally starting of the story is complicated and I really dont want to share private details about it.

A person take all of my oportunities to leave this shit hole country, starting a new maybe a happy life. She left me no choice but ctb. But now I have a chance to ruin her life, her family, her job and everything she has. I dont know should I do that to fulfill my desire for revenge. If I had any chances other than ctb I would done it without thinking for a second but what is the good of to satisfy a dead man's feelings? I cant stop thinking if it is worth it I really dont know what to do.
When I was 50 I had finally gotten my dream job, the one I'd built a career getting to and it was cut short by the illegal activity of a young guy who worked in the department I was the director of. I had nothing whatsoever to do with the incident but was fired for 'cause' because the client wanted someone's head.

Long story short, I couldn't get another job doing anything anywhere, fell into alcohol and drug abuse and while I'm not homeless, I'm one ss check away from it.

That was 15 years ago and about a year ago the kid who essentially torpedoed my life sent me an e-mail saying he was in AA and was doing an 8th step amends. Initially, I prepared a response that was the blistering truth and finished by saying that Id in all likelihood end up taking my own life and he could live with that.

Before sending it I ran the idea by a friend who talked me out of it, so I wrote the kid that I forgave him and applauded his efforts at redemption. I regret that more than I can say. I should have stayed with m y first instinct. Alcohol driven or not - drunk drivers who kill people in auto accidents are held accountable and this kid should have as well because he was the cause, he implicated me in an act I wasn't even aware of and I was innocent collateral damage. I've tracked him on LinkedIn and he's gone on to reinvent himself and going great guns in a new career .....with a clear and clean conscience.

And I spend my mornings on sites like Sanctioned Suicide.
 
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Rd2nowhere

Rd2nowhere

Silly Tulip is a color.
Jun 16, 2022
91
Sometimes you are karma.
 
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akana

Student
Mar 21, 2022
184
The people that ruined my life lacked the introspection necessary to even understand that they were ruining my life.
I'd say I'd retaliate, but not if it involved hurting people that had nothing to do with it.
Same here
 
Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
723
Unlike for most other people here, retaliation is literally everything I have on my mind.

I would punish my parents and doctors for not diagnosing my severe spinal disease, called Scheuermann's disease, early. It could have been treated and cured and I would be able to live a completely normal life now. Not to mention before this disease I had had a severe mental disease, suffering all my life, and only through luck, grit and determination I was able to cure it. I was able to get a job, friends, hobbies, girlfriend and everything else for the first time. Now it's all lost and I have to CTB. The cause of this disease? Again, neglectful, narcissistic parents.

Let me tell you, if there was anarchy for just one day, I would pay them a visit and give them a surprise they would never forget until the end of their lives. Right now I have no other option that sending complaints to hospitals, writing bad reviews and reminding parents how much they ruined me. Obviously, no one cares. Revenge consumes my mind 24/7 and it will continue to do so until the day I CTB.
 
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DavesDogDexter

DavesDogDexter

Member
Mar 1, 2021
18
When I was 50 I had finally gotten my dream job, the one I'd built a career getting to and it was cut short by the illegal activity of a young guy who worked in the department I was the director of. I had nothing whatsoever to do with the incident but was fired for 'cause' because the client wanted someone's head.

Long story short, I couldn't get another job doing anything anywhere, fell into alcohol and drug abuse and while I'm not homeless, I'm one ss check away from it.

That was 15 years ago and about a year ago the kid who essentially torpedoed my life sent me an e-mail saying he was in AA and was doing an 8th step amends. Initially, I prepared a response that was the blistering truth and finished by saying that Id in all likelihood end up taking my own life and he could live with that.

Before sending it I ran the idea by a friend who talked me out of it, so I wrote the kid that I forgave him and applauded his efforts at redemption. I regret that more than I can say. I should have stayed with m y first instinct. Alcohol driven or not - drunk drivers who kill people in auto accidents are held accountable and this kid should have as well because he was the cause, he implicated me in an act I wasn't even aware of and I was innocent collateral damage. I've tracked him on LinkedIn and he's gone on to reinvent himself and going great guns in a new career .....with a clear and clean conscience.

And I spend my mornings on sites like Sanctioned Suicide.
I apologize for the misunderstanding. Your situation is different and I can't say what I'd do. What were the motivations and intentions of the person who hurt you? Did they mean to hurt you specifically? Or were you collateral damage in their pursuit of happiness? Do they know they hurt you, and if yes, have you given them the opportunity to explain and apologize? The bottom line is that harboring a resentment at someone is like taking poison and expecting them to get sick. The ability to forgive someone requires grace and strength that most people do not have. If you need proof just look around you. Revenge makes for a better fantasy than the lifelong burden of self imposed guilt it will become, whether you "get away" with it or not.

You've left details out which I understand but without them it's difficult to gauge what a reasonable response is. I usually say 'when in doubt take the high road. There's a lot less traffic."
 
gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
308
No, I could not do it. It would just make me feel even worse about myself.
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402


Maybe… 😈

In all seriousness, I'll most likely just walk away… but it depends on how bad they've fucked everything up. If they somehow interfered, I may go scorched earth if I knew how.
 
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