LeavingEarly
Experienced
- Mar 19, 2022
- 287
As cheesy and how unbelievable the Bible is, I would still ask for forgiveness and pray to a higher power to save me.
What would you think about?
What would you think about?
Weebster
Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
- Mar 11, 2022
- 1,683
I would be angry and sad that I had to experience this life at all because it wasn't worth it.
befree
Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
- Mar 22, 2022
- 2,587
"What would be your last thoughts before ctb?"....What a f******g world.
lofticries
obedear
- Feb 27, 2021
- 1,470
Please don't let me come back to this world again.
Well, I can tell you what I was thinking about right before jumping under the train. I was thinking that I would like to have a chance to live this life again to fix my mistakes or to become a bird to be free or simply do not exist, nothing more. But I had like only one or two seconds, so during this small period of time I think you can't think a lot. But if you have just drunk your N you have like 3 minutes, that's a lot and enough to go through your all life in your memory.
_Minsk
death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
- 1,109
Most likely about the fun things i could/used to do before my life went downhill a decade ago. Thinking about them makes ctb feel like the only good solution
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No motherfucker better ouji board me back 
Atlantian
Member
- May 25, 2022
- 69
I'm spiteful so I'll probably be praying to God that remaining humans cease to exist or not for much longer. I can't suicide and everyone else just gets to have sex with their VR girlfriend in a flying Tesla. Too much FOMO
markimobzzdeasui
Life is a cruel joke
- Oct 24, 2021
- 1,148
I don't think I will have control over my mind and emotions when I will ctb but I just hope that nothing anxious or bad comes out during my last times. That can potentially mess up my attempt. Personally, whatever comes during that last time, whether memories, realisation etc, I would like to have some strength to feel them without repressing them in any way.
Ldog9
Student
- Jan 12, 2019
- 144
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,207
My last thoughts will likely be hoping that this is the end, that I would finally find peace and freedom from all suffering.
LookingforAnswers
Student
- Mar 15, 2022
- 113
Fuck. you coulda been a motherfucking baller
samishii
What's the point?
- Dec 24, 2021
- 103
I'd probably be thinking -"Hope they'll finally get to live their lives, happily!" or "finally a buden is off their shoulders" and I would pray for the health of my friends and family.
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,407
Bittersweet thoughts. Sorrow for my family, sorrow that it had to come to this and relief that it is over.
Squalo
A Fatal Mistake
- Jan 14, 2021
- 657
I expect a better world after this crap.
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,066
Yeah, I was raised catholic but I am no longer a practicing one. I still pray and ask for forgiveness. It's just built into me now.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,799
My last thoughts will likely glad my life is ending
DarkRocket
Member
- Jan 7, 2022
- 25
My thoughts exactly!
I feel this as well....but mostly relief that this existence, a general waste of time in the grand scheme of things, is over.
Adamsnolife
Specialist
- May 5, 2020
- 394
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Member
- Mar 16, 2022
- 43
I am preparing myself to face our reptilian overlords no matter what form they appear in to me. They will convince us to "go into the white light" and I will fight and be free of the forceful reincarnation. Don't go into the light. You are God. I am God,
Lost in a Dream
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
- 1,744
If it turns out the Bible is right, I'll be lifting my ghostly middle fingers and getting ready to let the man upstairs have it!
Since we don't really know which religion (if any) has it right, I'll just be hoping that I get to become stardust and that's the end of it. I also kind of like the idea of providing nourishment to nature, since I want to be out in it when I leave this world, so I'll be thinking about that as well.
Zero idea, I'm losing control of my thoughts anyway. I just let whatever flow now.
SadVegan
Member
- Oct 29, 2021
- 39
snowman626
Mage
- Jan 28, 2019
- 545
i'd wanna avoid any sort of "thoughts" and just do it without any emotions
My last thoughts would be something along the lines of "at the end of this pain there will be peace". I'm picking hanging as my option, like full suspension hanging I know those first few moments will be hell. I probably will not be able to think about anything else.
DerTod
No alarms and no surprises
- Apr 17, 2022
- 136
I'm not mad on anyone really.Forgave them because i know they suffered and still suffer. I would think of my childhood( i was naive and thus very happy). I would listen to my favorite song and hope that i'll experience what people who had near death experiences experienced: the bright light in the corner of the ceiling that will catch my hand and i will finally feel truly loved and accepted.And if i succeed to get my hands on some N i will say a big thank you to the universe for allowing me to leave peacefully and dignified.
london3
Banned Scammer
- May 5, 2022
- 584
Know one really knows what their last thought are until they actually are there.
I would personally tell myself that the pain will soon be over and peace is coming. All my worries and troubles are ending and i can finally stop the pain permanently.
I would personally tell myself that the pain will soon be over and peace is coming. All my worries and troubles are ending and i can finally stop the pain permanently.
If I CTB, it will almost certainly be a gunshot to the head. I imagine my last thoughts will be along the lines of "please let this be instant" and "please let me never have any awareness ever again".
