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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
If there were no limits and you could have it any way you'd like, what would your ideal way to go out be?

Would you turn back time? Would you dissapear? If you could be an atomic bomb that destroys yourself and the world, would you?

The idea is not to spread hate and misery but just to understand what's going on in other people's heads without taking into the consideration of limitations that are in place today. (Not realistic, impossible to get, etc...)

The question of what your ideal death would be has been asked before so i'm curious to hear what it would be if there were no limits.
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
238
Nitrogen intoxication while on a spacewalk, looking at the stars.
 
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kitchenwindow197

Member
Sep 22, 2024
97
I would love to turn back time and simply never be born- not put my family through the pain that committing will bring.
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
Nitrogen intoxication while on a spacewalk, looking at the stars.
That sounds like a fun idea. What about one of those big inflatable round balls where people get into to bounce against eachother but then filled with nitrogen in space?
 
waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
238
That sounds like a fun idea. What about one of those big inflatable round balls where people get into to bounce against eachother but then filled with nitrogen in space?
that would be nice but preferably i'd be in an EVA suit :]
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
212
Get launched into space and have my frozen corpse float around in the empty cosmos.
 
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Queen B

Member
Nov 24, 2024
24
I'll go back in time, a day before my Mom last day. We will enjoy the day, and when she goes, I'll follow her.
 
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Richard Langford

An ordinary older guy.
Jan 10, 2025
869
Go just after my nearest and dearest did in hospital.
I'll go back in time, a day before my Mom last day. We will enjoy the day, and when she goes, I'll follow her.
Me too
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
306
Go back in time, kill Hitler then kill myself.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Experienced
Feb 9, 2025
200
gun suicide, maybe shooting into heart or brain., you lucky americans! You have such easy access to firearms!
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
gun suicide, maybe shooting into heart or brain., you lucky americans! You have such easy access to firearms!
I've dreamed a lot of a shotgun to the face as well. Their gun rights is probably the only thing im jealous of.
 
SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
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If there were no limits and you could have it any way you'd like, what would your ideal way to go out be?

Would you turn back time? Would you dissapear? If you could be an atomic bomb that destroys yourself and the world, would you?

The idea is not to spread hate and misery but just to understand what's going on in other people's heads without taking into the consideration of limitations that are in place today. (Not realistic, impossible to get, etc...)

The question of what your ideal death would be has been asked before so i'm curious to hear what it would be if there were no limits.
My favorite death would be in a house in a rural village in Japan. When I was old, after having been happy for many years in Japan, I would die falling asleep in one of those onsen bathtubs taking a nice hot bath :-)

Onsen bath   copia
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
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My favorite death would be in a house in a rural village in Japan. When I was old, after having been happy for many years in Japan, I would die falling asleep in one of those onsen bathtubs taking a nice hot bath :-)

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very inspirational! The good feels that come up in this picture and the thought behind it.❤️

Im going to take a hot shower now since i don't have a bath
 
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Kyotospade

Kyotospade

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
292
Strap me to a nuke and have me evaporate when It explodes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish for a death as peaceful as possible to bring me permanent peace and relief from the torturous burden of existing as a human, I just want a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep, I only hope and wish to never suffer ever again but of course if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence like I never suffered at all as only never existing is true perfection to me. More than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence of futile suffering where I'm just waiting to die anyway, I only hope to be unconscious for all eternity, I just wish for all to be forgotten about for me.
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
59
I think a gun suicide would be nice and meshes well with my impulsivity. I often think of how much easier it'd be and how I would've already have been dead if I had access to a firearm during any of my attempts. On the other hand, I actually really hate guns and have never held one so I'm not sure how well I'd do. I'm trans and hate my body (fuck dysphoria!! ٩( 'ω' )و), so I've often toyed with the idea of a violent suicide so I can once and for all take out my frustrations on my body. Though by the looks of things I'll CTB via either rail or SN 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。
 
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Nervous young man

WARNING: Books may cause unseemly outbursts
Feb 3, 2025
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If there were no limits and you could have it any way you'd like, what would your ideal way to go out be?

Would you turn back time? Would you dissapear? If you could be an atomic bomb that destroys yourself and the world, would you?
Nembutal and curling up in the arms of someone who loves me alot while I drift away peacefully.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Warlock
Apr 9, 2024
745
Naturally, in 50 years having lived a beautiful life. Having watched my loved ones grow. At peace, warm, listening to night sounds in a forest, looking at the stars.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Experienced
Oct 29, 2023
230
Whatever allows me to exit consciousness the quickest and least painful. Anywhere, a beach under the moonlight, at home in my bed, even under the northern lights. But please get me TF out of the hell that is (in)humanity..
 
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daydrey

daydrey

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Mar 17, 2024
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I remember watching a documentary a while back about a woman in Switzerland who was in bed. She drank something ( I think it was a N )and ate chocolate before passing away peacefully. If I could have an experience like that, it would be absolutely ideal
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
I remember watching a documentary a while back about a woman in Switzerland who was in bed. She drank something ( I think it was a N )and ate chocolate before passing away peacefully. If I could have an experience like that, it would be absolutely ideal
It would make it so much easier
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,185
Turn back time to when I was fourteen and give myself a pistol.
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
84
Whatever allows me to exit consciousness the quickest and least painful. Anywhere, a beach under the moonlight, at home in my bed, even under the northern lights. But please get me TF out of the hell that is (in)humanity..
I'm sorry to hear that :(
 
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L_n

choo choo
Feb 8, 2025
10
i reckon to finish a hangout with my friends in the evening, and with all the leftover joy from that, put on some good music and head to the forest. Ingest some poison and die listening to Lovejoy or smth.
 
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heyismeman

Student
Jan 29, 2025
116
Nuke for sure
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
630
My first reaction is to get vaporized by a nuclear weapon, but that creates radioactive fallout so it's not environmentally friendly.

Maybe a better option is N administered by a doctor through legal euthanasia programs available around the world. That would be more comfortable for me, and it would benefit countless people if euthanasia were widely legalized.
 
Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
A bomb on my brain stem that I can detonate at will that blows my head up and splatters my brains. An instant painless death for me, and I would choose a humorous but shocking setting. Sometimes I imagine going up to people and being like "watch this!" and then just BLAM.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
752
Destroyed by a deep-sea submarine implosion so that my body is irrecoverable
 
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