Discussion What would be your breaking point to ctb immediately?

[Squiddy]

Mine would be these:

• If I went blind
• If I went deaf
• If I developed locked in syndrome
• If I were 100% sure there was no God
• If my family and friends were to both cut ties with me
• If I were to be publicly humiliated with millions to see

What are yours?

 

[almost_dead]

*deafens you with my loud fart*

 

[Squiddy]

*deafens you with my loud fart*

Welp I'm done *ctb by hanging *

 

[voyager]

Good question. The worst I can think of might not allow me to ctb anymore. Hm, yeah, I'm a control freak and want to decide my destiny so not being able to is probably the worst I can think of and would make me instantly want to ctb.

But more specifically:

Being blind, definitely (but how to find the rope, SN or what have you and a good spot)
Being stuck in a cave spelunking, squeezed between rock and not able to move back and forth or turn even.
Being held hostage in some torture chamber or cellar (in particular with no means of escape or knowledge of when it'll end).
Being quadriplegic.
Being in prison.
Being on life support as a vegetable and held alive against my will.

 

[StateOfMind]

Mine would be these:

• If I went blind
• If I went deaf
• If I developed locked in syndrome
• If I were 100% sure there was no God
• If my family and friends were to both cut ties with me
• If I were to be publicly humiliated with millions to see

What are yours?

Those wont be necessary.
Its enough being stuck at my parents place, being on benefits and observing everyone's life around me progress in a mostly positive way.
While my life is going down the drain day by day.

 

[NextSummer]

None of your criteria might impact my joy of life as long as I have a home. Sooner or later I'd get over with it. But my breaking point and reason for ctb will be homelessness.

 

[JackieInTheBox]

Being a NEET, which I already am now.

 

[StateOfMind]

Being a NEET, which I already am now.

"NEET"?

None of your criteria might impact my joy of life as long as I have a home. Sooner or later I'd get over with it. But my breaking point and reason for ctb will be homelessness.

But by then it might be too late? If you wait too long you run out of options in terms of ctbing and methods. Rather have it be done with..

 

[lostangel]

Any neurological or paralysis disease, or any symptoms of loosing movement in any muscles. If I went blind or deaf. Anything that is a threat to my freedom really. I would be in a vulnerable state and god or nobody will not have mercy on me.

 

[Squiddy]

None of your criteria might impact my joy of life as long as I have a home. Sooner or later I'd get over with it. But my breaking point and reason for ctb will be homelessness.

Homelessness is another way I'd immediately ctb

 

[JackieInTheBox]

@StateOfMind "NEET" stands for
"Not in Education, Employment, or Training"

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

If I didnt have my kids I would not be here I'm 100percent sure of this and have been for years....

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Amplification of my issues.
• I already have very poor eyesight, and glaucoma runs in the family.
• I have bad teeth, and had a very traumatic experience with a dentist last year; further issues with that would definitely push me over the edge.
• I don't think I can handle further trauma.
• Homelessness, losing my job, continuing to have people leave... no.

There's more but damn I feel so foggy. Who cares

And honestly as each day goes by I'm growing more and more weary. I'm tired. I'm suffering. I feel like I'm coming to the end

 

[Ghost2211]

Ex taking my kids out of my care or homelessness.

 

[deleted]

to be expelled from my parents' house I am certainly a neet so that for me would be the end of the line

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

being forced to visit my dad again. being treated like a "crazy" person again.

 

[Leshen]

My mother's death.
Hopefully I'll be out of here before that happens. I don't wanna see yet another member of my closest family get old, sick and die, this is too much. I've never asked for any of this shit.

 

[asani]

*deafens you with my loud fart*

Omg I nearly died from laughing, you made my day

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I would definitely ctb if I had another chronic health issue. Actually I am dealing with 2 chronic issues. Also I would kill myself if I lose my job. I'm taking care of my body as much as I can because one more shitty health issue would definitely be the strawberry of the cake that would sign my death sentence.

 

[almost_dead]

Omg I nearly died from laughing, you made my day

now you wont CTB on 1st october

 

[Acopia]

Hmm..
Unsure how you'd ctb with locked in syndrome, although you may want to!

 

[Sinkinshyp]

loosing my younger son -
being paralyzed

 

[BipolarGuy]

Homelessness is another way I'd immediately ctb

Agree.

 

[voidman]

Being a NEET, which I already am now.

Ikr

 

[Futile]

being blind and knowing I'll go to jail

 

[cazwiz]

losing my job

 

[Meditation guide]

Unbearable screaming pain, which is a very real possibility I face and live in constant fear of every day.

 

[Quinlor]

Homelessness is another way I'd immediately ctb

I don't have anything against homeless , actually I think they are more happy than me, no bills, no obligation just drugs, booze and soups

 

[spider2020]

In my case, a state (mental, physical or both) where I cannot communicate my level of physical pain and ask for help or mercy.

 

[islima]

* Being turned down from countless job interviews.