Venting What works quickly that I can do tonight?

[xostaticxo]

So, I've literally had it with not feeling good enough for anyone and I need to action something, and soon, something where I wont be sectioned, it'll work and fast.

I live in supported housing so can't so Carbon Monoxide but I need something I can action.

It's Valentine's day, and I do have someone I genuinely love in my life but it feels like she's ashamed of me. She can't say I love you publicly despite me tagging her in stuff. I feel unloved, unappreciated and really just need to do something.

Maybe it's my EUPD, my paranoia or something but tbh idk.

Hopefully whatever I decide to do will work, I just need some help with it.

 

[faust]

So, I've literally had it with not feeling good enough for anyone and I need to action something, and soon, something where I wont be sectioned, it'll work and fast.

I live in supported housing so can't so Carbon Monoxide but I need something I can action.

It's Valentine's day, and I do have someone I genuinely love in my life but it feels like she's ashamed of me. She can't say I love you publicly despite me tagging her in stuff. I feel unloved, unappreciated and really just need to do something.

Maybe it's my EUPD, my paranoia or something but tbh idk.

Hopefully whatever I decide to do will work, I just need some help with it.

Hello,
I think the first thing you have to do is stop hurrying;
"I have to do it today" can be easily turned into a talk to your loved one. Today is St.Valentine's, so you can try to explain that to her.
She may take it easier today.
Only after a few discussions it would be better to select your method.
I am sorry, this is torturing you, just be careful!
I often feel like I want to die right now, but in most cases this is not a good idea.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Impulse is not good. Leads to bad decisions, injury, and sectioning. If you are serious about the decision to ctb, I suggest start taking the actions to accomplish it, not just jumping. You can of course literally do that, but it can lead to everything listed above without planning.

A first action is researching methods. If you need help with a method there are many listed on the resources sticky thread.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

There is nothing that works quickly that you can do tonight, at least nothing that isn't going to most likely lead to serious harm and distress. An impulsive act is unlikely to have the outcome you desire. Please try and take the time to get things in perspective. See how you feel tomorrow after Valentine's Day has gone, maybe this feeling will pass or become easier to deal with.

 

[MrOptions]

Gunshot to the brainstem via mouth cavity. Make sure if you have a pistol to use a hollow point. Sit up against the wall straight. Place the gun about 10 to 15 degrees slightly up. (Some will say 15 to 20 degrees).

Now the disclaimer. Do not CTB on any impulsive action. Sleep on it literally.