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Lordsudbury

Specialist
Jul 26, 2020
306
Going to be writing "the note" next week and looking forward to this entry. For me,

- Squatting! + Clean pulls/deadlifts (Weightlifting) (the only thing keeping me alive rn)
- puppies and dogs and nice cats
- really good steak
- wearing a good outfit
- the rush of finishing a good bar service
- reading my favourite book (Candide)
- music when it hits just right

Anyone care to join?
 
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gnomeboy17

gnomeboy17

Specialist
Feb 11, 2020
355
Nothing. That's the beauty of being dead. I plan to ctb in the woods because it was the only time I was happy
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494
smack
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
Not much. Maybe music and some family members but that's it really. The pros really out weigh the cons for me when it comes to no longer existing.
 
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kappa098

kappa098

Member
Oct 3, 2020
14
pizza
 
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Deleted member 94

Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
Once you are dead I don't think you will miss anything it's when you are alive when you miss stuff.
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282

You mean heroin?
I'll miss it, too. :wink:

I will mostly (only) miss the sports events.
The NBA... when will my team win it all again (Boston Celtics), when will my favorite player become the MVP (Luka Doncic) and win his first championship, what will my country's football national team do in the next Euro Cup in 2021?

If I could somehow subscribe to a sports TV channel on the other side...
Don't care about anything else from this world... only drugs and sports.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
My kids..... Yummy snacks, pizza, weed, gaming, anime, comfy bed, and nice hot showers. In the end I would be too dead to miss any of it though.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
A few friends here? Video games, manga, anime. Being cute. But not worth living for in the end.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,644
I will miss my boyfriend. But I have spent all day crying and telling him I want to die - so I want to get away from him again so I spare him this shit.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Music
Game
Football (soccer)
Reading/watching history and other interesting things
Animals
Beautiful nature and culture
 
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JustKillBen22

JustKillBen22

Member
Jul 6, 2020
56
People, just a couple people I really truly care about and like. I was gonna say sleep but hopefully death is just an infinite sleep. Everything else is shit
 
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PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
Nothing, really. I don't think we have any strong concept of this earthly life after we move on, so we can't miss anything. But if I had to pick something it would be musical theater, particularly Broadway. Some of my happiest moments have been experiencing theater in NYC and around the US.
 
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Dark Spring

Dark Spring

Sobreviviendo
Sep 29, 2020
116
I would miss chocolate and Mendocino wine
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
My guitars
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I already miss all the things I can't have or do any more. That's the problem. Nothing is left for me to miss. I'm just a husk.
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I will miss my family, my dog and definitely music
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
my little pig face
 

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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I will miss many small things such as music. But nothing that's worth living for really. I'll miss material things but it's pointless even though it's all I have.
 
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Lithium

SUICIDE SQUAD
Oct 7, 2020
16
Nothing.
 
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TheSomebody

TheSomebody

...
Sep 28, 2020
283
I Will miss games and my dog.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,664
Going to be writing "the note" next week and looking forward to this entry. For me,

- Squatting! + Clean pulls/deadlifts (Weightlifting) (the only thing keeping me alive rn)
- puppies and dogs and nice cats
- really good steak
- wearing a good outfit
- the rush of finishing a good bar service
- reading my favourite book (Candide)
- music when it hits just right

Anyone care to join?
Hardly anything...…..
Maybe one friend.
Its sad really.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,378
Games, movies, and shows but I can't wait long enough for them all to come out...
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Well technically nothing because I'll be dead lol but right now it breaks my heart thinking about leaving my 2 dogs who are the loves of my life, and also my job which I love
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
I already miss things so I am glad that those feelings will be gone forever.
Ever since I started seriously thinking of suicide I became indifferent to many things that I cared about before. Although I would most certainly miss my cat if nothing else.
 
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eve2004

DEAD YESTERDAY
Aug 17, 2019
578
Absolutely nothing. If I had anything I'd miss, I'd likely have even a little bit of a reason to stick around. The fact that I have nothing, will miss nothing, and look forward to nothing but being dead is a clear sign for me that i am long overdue.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I won't miss anything by the time I'm ready to go.
 
Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
My dog, music and some family but never enough to want to change my mind halfway through.
 
barelys4ne

barelys4ne

Member
Apr 15, 2021
26
my friends/brother, competitive videogames, weed, anime, and music are basically what made life bearable enough to not kill myself on the spot
 
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