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maneose

maneose

if there is a god, he will beg for my forgiveness
Sep 10, 2023
111
japanese media i think
+ idols
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,062
I just wouldn't, I'd never wish for the torturous and futile burden of human existence and I'd be so relieved to never suffer ever again, all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer enslaved in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it. To me existence truly does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and I'd never wish for any of this, I'll always see non-existence as the only relief for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way and I find it so burdensome to exist, I just never would had chosen any of this in the first place and I find it the most terrible, harmful tragedy how this existence was even imposed. To me existence truly is such an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd always prefer to not exist as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence, I find it so horrific how a human can exist for so long just to be tortured by old age.
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
275
Greatest life pleasure food
 
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rabidbunny

rabidbunny

:3
Apr 16, 2025
12
maybe the way it feels exploring the woods or the beach. finding cool bugs and creatures. finding big sticks and/or pretty shells. taking pictures of the adventure. being in nature with loved ones r one of the few moments where my brain doesn't think about everything ever and get overwhelmed.
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

You're gonna carry that weight.
Apr 22, 2024
522
I was hesitant to be edgy and reductive by saying "nothing," but I'm seriously starting to think I wouldn't miss anything in my life at all. I sure as hell wouldn't miss the pain attached to every facet of my life. Everything exhausts me and feels like a chore.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,277
How can you be sure you won't exist.
i can be sure i will never exist because i know what i am what a human is what life is : all that is just cells , chemical reactions.

does a machine , cells , chemical reactions have an afterlife.

me and a human is just another bug, cells, chemical reactions, a very insignificant little animal an insignificant machine. the Earth itself is a tiny dot in a vast void the next nearest solar system is 25 trillion miles away an unfathomable distance . nothing matters. nothing matters to me except me avoiding unbearable pain

i exist only inside the story that only my brain tells. one micro -second after my brain dies it can never generate that horror story never suffer unbearable pain again ever



plus where is the power source for an afterlife? everything needs a constant power source. humans have to eat 3 times a day to power this torture chamber called a brain , everything breaks down decays needs constant work and energy to maintain but they want us to believe the "human soul" is the only thing that is eternal outlasting the stars , black holes ,, proton decay and the universe too. i will never believe any of that
 
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bye_world

Member
Mar 10, 2025
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i can be sure i will never exist because i know what i am what a human is what life is : all that is just cells , chemical reactions.

does a machine , cells , chemical reactions have an afterlife.

me and a human is just another bug, cells, chemical reactions, a very insignificant little animal an insignificant machine. the Earth itself is a tiny dot in a vast void the next nearest solar system is 25 trillion miles away an unfathomable distance . nothing matters. nothing matters to me except me avoiding unbearable pain

i exist only inside the story that only my brain tells. one micro -second after my brain dies it can never generate that horror story never suffer unbearable pain again ever



plus where is the power source for an afterlife? everything needs a constant power source. humans have to eat 3 times a day to power this torture chamber called a brain , everything breaks down decays needs constant work and energy to maintain but they want us to believe the "human soul" is the only thing that is eternal outlasting the stars , black holes ,, proton decay and the universe too. i will never believe any of that

I am not talking about God. I am talking about afterlife. It's like you are playing a video game and believes the game rules are the ultimate reality
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,813
Since I don't look forward to anything anymore, I will miss nothing
 
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yomander369

Member
Mar 31, 2025
57
I'm going to miss stuff existing. Like I can't fathom not existing. I just want my pain to go away, and it sucks I have to literally not exist for that to happen.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,277
I am not talking about God. I am talking about afterlife. It's like you are playing a video game and believes the game rules are the ultimate reality
i believe in evolution. i descended from a single cell i'm just cells chemical reactions a machine. there is no evidence for any afterlife . a soul, spirit , afterlife ,reincarnation violates every rule of physics including the law of Entropy which states anything like that requires a constant power source and everything breaks down dies decays becomes disordered

i'm glad i know i will cease to exist forever after Death. otherwise if there were an afterlife for a bug like me then there is the probability of suffering extremely constantly for trillions of years : so this is another reason why eternal non-existence is the only perfection the ultimate bliss . not in life not in anything is there a guarantee of never suffering extremely only in non-existence forever.

permanent non-existence is the ultimate beauty, the only perfection
 
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worthless123

Hikikomori
Apr 24, 2023
40
Only all the things that could've been. Not what actually ended up happening.
 
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elkheart

elkheart

main character
Feb 8, 2025
28
I'm going to miss every beautiful thing. This earth is a gorgeous place filled with all types of uniqueness. It's all just become inaccessible to enjoy for me, or to even look at without experiencing deep pain. I hate how we have treated this planet, it's a giant shame that humanity amounted to this sickening greed and destruction. I've thought for a long time that love is what's going to kill me ultimately. I see the blessings all around me in physical form and can't bask in them since my soul has been crushed by the weight of living, especially without people who seem to relate to how delicate and fragile this whole experience is. I hate that I've been robbed of the ability to enjoy the good things in life because the awful just outweighs all of it, what a cruel fucking reality.
 
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bye_world

Member
Mar 10, 2025
33
i believe in evolution. i descended from a single cell i'm just cells chemical reactions a machine. there is no evidence for any afterlife . a soul, spirit , afterlife ,reincarnation violates every rule of physics including the law of Entropy which states anything like that requires a constant power source and everything breaks down dies decays becomes disordered

i'm glad i know i will cease to exist forever after Death. otherwise if there were an afterlife for a bug like me then there is the probability of suffering extremely constantly for trillions of years : so this is another reason why eternal non-existence is the only perfection the ultimate bliss . not in life not in anything is there a guarantee of never suffering extremely only in non-existence forever.

permanent non-existence is the ultimate beauty, the only perfection
The law of entropy requires consistent power of source. So did big bang needed that infinite power which came out of no where that why I said confusing video game rules with the ultimate reality. My heart doesnt let me believe I came from nothing and will be nothing but yes i agree on the same thing non existence is the ultimate bliss and only hope nothing exists of me after I am gone
I'm going to miss every beautiful thing. This earth is a gorgeous place filled with all types of uniqueness. It's all just become inaccessible to enjoy for me, or to even look at without experiencing deep pain. I hate how we have treated this planet, it's a giant shame that humanity amounted to this sickening greed and destruction. I've thought for a long time that love is what's going to kill me ultimately. I see the blessings all around me in physical form and can't bask in them since my soul has been crushed by the weight of living, especially without people who seem to relate to how delicate and fragile this whole experience is. I hate that I've been robbed of the ability to enjoy the good things in life because the awful just outweighs all of it, what a cruel fucking reality.
Humans are parasites on this planet those destroy everything nature forests everything
 
OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
696
The same person I miss every moment of every day.
 
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BlooUntoMew

Hedonist
May 28, 2024
5
Music, food, passionately making out with someone, drugs, cuddling, visiting new cities, road trips, travelling in general, camping, mountains, watching heavy snowfall while inside, getting lost in a good romance novel, and idfk probably lots of other stuff too
 
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MythicalCreatures

Member
Mar 28, 2025
7
I want to play the third final fantasy 7 remake game first. Hoping I can make it til then but it's a little under 2 years away most likely.
 
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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
255
In fact, I already feel it. I stopped living 12 years ago, and since then I've just been surviving. I miss independence and freedom.
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
99
my best friend
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,309
A few things I like about this world: Music, films, games, food, nature. Specifics: The smell after it rains. Seeing an amazing plot twist for the first time or a rainbow. Finding something funny. Eating a chocolate dessert.

Practically speaking- I will need a consciousness and to be existing some place else in order to miss this world. If I'm lucky enough to get to heaven, I imagine everything will be so perfect, I won't need to miss anything on earth. Surely- heaven's supposed to be better- right? If I (more likely) go to hell, I'll miss not being in excruciating pain I suppose. 😬
 
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SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

she longs for freedom
Oct 6, 2023
147
What will you miss after you have gone
cuddles with my mum, playing with Js hair (thatll be gone if i live anyway sooo), cuddling with my cats, going to see movies, musicals and plays, walking in my gsarden barefeet first thing in the morning to feed my brothers guinea pigs.. yeah, its alot of things lol
 
other-ghost

other-ghost

i need to end it
Apr 5, 2025
65
My fav char/person merchs collection. I'm a big collector and i put my efforts on it, so i'll miss my babies so much.

Also, my spotify playlist haha
 
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