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bye_world

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Mar 10, 2025
33
What will you miss after you have gone
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
229
music fs
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
362
A rotiseri chicken
 
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NoPainNoGain

Member
Jul 12, 2021
11
Nba
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
244
Nothing.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

· Global Moderator · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,814
I can't miss anything cus when I am dead I can't feel or desire anything.
 
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AllWentWrong

Member
Feb 25, 2025
80
I am thinking that I started Mass Effect, and I wanted to continue it. I won't get to that. Also I bought another popular pc game on sale. I will never get to that.

My heart is breaking now because its gardening time and I neither have the heart or energy to garden. I look at my neglected seed bag and try not to cry.
 
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Apokryphiel

Apokryphiel

Leave me
Mar 23, 2025
104
Music
 
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Chaosire

Chaosire

Literally insane, legally speaking
Sep 23, 2024
134
Walking through the city at night, my dog, bdsm, ..
Idk, there's a lot I'd miss, but I'm currently already missing so much of it since I've been self isolating a lot..
 
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supremacyofdeath

supremacyofdeath

Member
Apr 16, 2025
57
I mean if you could what will it be
If I could? The small things that sometimes bring me joy. like a friendly stray cat and being able to pet it. When you kiss your partner when they're asleep and they do a little smile. My beautiful wife the most (not quite my wife but she might as well be).
 
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AllWentWrong

Member
Feb 25, 2025
80
I am thinking that I started Mass Effect, and I wanted to continue it. I won't get to that. Also I bought another popular pc game on sale. I will never get to that.

My heart is breaking now because its gardening time and I neither have the heart or energy to garden. I look at my neglected seed bag and try not to cry.
I found the game. It's horizon zero dawn. I always wanted to play it. It was making me sad seeing all my game links on my desktop, so I put them in a folder.
 
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L9my

L9my

L789 is bliss
Nov 22, 2024
740
nothing
i'll be gone :smiling:

If I could miss things, I'd miss reading.
There are many things to read.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
534
Being able to draw ;-;
And choke on water while I watch memes 1000002468
 
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worldclass_sinner

worldclass_sinner

Trying to Get to Heaven Before They Close the Door
Mar 15, 2025
24
Music, my cats and Clash of clans
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
150
the old days with my "crush" my love, brawlstars, being a kid and living in the moment, nostalgia, my favorite creepy german horror youtuber, the other youtuber that plays nintendo games, maladaptive daydreaming, feeling superior, orgasm, crime podcasts
yeah there's not much i am going to miss
i hate the very idea of life: existence
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,578
I'll miss food and tv.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,570
i would never choose to come alive into this shitty horrible universe
this place is so shit i won't miss anything i will be glad once its all over with
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,418
i will miss nothing from this hell . i hate the pleasurable addictions the most

is watching a youtube video , reading social media , watching Tv , eating a sandwich, watching nature what they tell us are so worth it . is any of that garbage worth even a minute of the worst constant pain for even a minute of the worst pain much less hours , days, years of the worst unending constant unbearable pain? not to me not even 10 seconds of the worst pain . all that garbage and all the other unmentioned things they constantly tell us are so fun and so needed are meaningless garbage to me that only serve as bait for the worst torture

life and the pleasurable addictions are fleeting . but the horror is the worst constant pain can make a minute seem to last a very long time

how can these things be unbound from the worst torture the most extreme suffering the most excruciating unbearable long lasting pain? they can't as they are both part of the same evil . the horrible things can't be separated from pleasurable addictions

of course 1 second after my brain dies = Death i will not exist so i can't miss anything anyway.

all the fleeting crap will be forgotten in non-existence. it will be as if i or the universe never existed to me because there won't be any me ever again

non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss

we all will die . the universe also is expanding rapidly to nothingness. the universe too will end die and become nothing
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
92
Things that I will miss the most = regular Doritos, Diet Coke, Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream, Tacos, the music of Dave Matthews Band and the possibilities of possibilities.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
789
I don't feel like I was meant to be born or exist in the first place nor did I want to. If I had to say what I will miss is food that I like and video games I guess but I would trade them for not having to suffer in the first place.
 
L9my

L9my

L789 is bliss
Nov 22, 2024
740
Wat genre of books you love
i like pessimistic stuff.

the last messiah
the conspiracy against the human race
i want to read the brothers karamazov

i just explore what i think is interesting
 
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x_nmFsmL05

x_nmFsmL05

New Member
Apr 20, 2025
1
my childhood, the afternoon off where some would gather and we would go around the village and sit at the lake with a coke or some other beverage. How my parents used to care for every little shit i used to do, how they would cheer me on for the most trivial things i did. I miss my old friends and want my family back to how it used to be. I would miss beeing able to sleep in knowing some1 would have my back covered with some lame ass excuse why i came in late. I would miss beeing loved and cared for, i would miss not feeling alone. I do that already though.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
642
Nothing. I will miss nothing at all.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
457
Music.
 
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encore

encore

Student
Nov 14, 2024
159
having the time of my life with the only person i truly loved. connection. i will miss that
 
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bye_world

Member
Mar 10, 2025
33
i will miss nothing from this hell . i hate the pleasurable addictions the most

is watching a youtube video , reading social media , watching Tv , eating a sandwich, watching nature what they tell us are so worth it . is any of that garbage worth even a minute of the worst constant pain for even a minute of the worst pain much less hours , days, years of the worst unending constant unbearable pain? not to me not even 10 seconds of the worst pain . all that garbage and all the other unmentioned things they constantly tell us are so fun and so needed are meaningless garbage to me that only serve as bait for the worst torture

life and the pleasurable addictions are fleeting . but the horror is the worst constant pain can make a minute seem to last a very long time

how can these things be unbound from the worst torture the most extreme suffering the most excruciating unbearable long lasting pain? they can't as they are both part of the same evil . the horrible things can't be separated from pleasurable addictions

of course 1 second after my brain dies = Death i will not exist so i can't miss anything anyway.

all the fleeting crap will be forgotten in non-existence. it will be as if i or the universe never existed to me because there won't be any me ever again

we all will die . the universe also is expanding rapidly into nothingness
How can you be sure you won't exist.
 
LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
97
Learning about something, reflecting on a subject (an ability that I have mostly impaired throughout the last four years), reading, going for walks (in nature or in the city), watching birds, playing worthy videogames. I need to say goodbye to those things, fully accept that by suicide I'm renouncing to experience them. Sadly, they aren't enough to compensate the shit that dominates my life.
 
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tearstatic

tearstatic

New Member
Dec 4, 2021
2
Animals especially my cats
 
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