Discussion What will you miss about this world when you leave?

[Xingster]

A lot of us have made the decision to leave this world, it's just a matter of time, methods, fear, etc.

Nonetheless, it's reasonable to assume that everyone of us ought have a few things that we will miss about this world when we are gone?



Personally, i will miss the following

1. Food. Asian Noodle soup, bacon, fresh grapefruit juice, a good beer, etc....
2. Interactions with animals
3. Being connected to nature (when I'm not devoured by depression and anxiety and self hatred)
4. The smile and touch of a few loved ones that I hold close to my heart



Pour your thoughts out here. Could be interesting

 

[shadow11]

A lot of us have made the decision to leave this world, it's just a matter of time, methods, fear, etc.

Nonetheless, it's reasonable to assume that everyone of us ought have a few things that we will miss about this world when we are gone?



Personally, i will miss the following

1. Food. Asian Noodle soup, bacon, fresh grapefruit juice, a good beer, etc....
2. Interactions with animals
3. Being connected to nature (when I'm not devoured by depression and anxiety and self hatred)
4. The smile and touch of a few loved ones that I hold close to my heart



Pour your thoughts out here. Could be interesting

My grandchildren
Nature and being outside
My children
Being able to do what I wanted(before I got sick)
Books
Talking to people I care about
My cat

 

[Xingster]

My grandchildren
Nature and being outside
My children
Being able to do what I wanted(before I got sick)
Books
Talking to people I care about
My cat

Glad to know I'm not the only one who will miss my family

 

[Soon4me]

Food/Drink : Quorn Products,Cheesecake,Coffee,Chocolate.
Internet,Music,Tv Series,Movies,Documentaries,Playing electric guitar.
Solar Eclipses,Lunar Eclipses,Meteor Showers,Thunder and Lightning,Storms,Forests
Vaping,Weed,Masturbation,Porn,Hippies,Punks,Metalheads,Conspiracy Theories, and Technology.

 

[wanttodie]

food family outdoors goingout

 

[Xingster]

food family outdoors goingout

What dishes/food will you miss the most? Just curious

 

[wanttodie]

What dishes/food will you miss the most? Just curious

chinese food chicken pork sausages

 

[shadow11]

What dishes/food will you miss the most? Just curious

Have such problems with my stomach so that would be nothing

 

[leader-akiko]

Asian food, symphonic metal, beer

 

[DoneFighting]

My dog
My boyfriend
My best friend

 

[Xingster]

Have such problems with my stomach so that would be nothing

Sorry to hear that :(

 

[Deleted member 1768]

A lot of us have made the decision to leave this world, it's just a matter of time, methods, fear, etc.

Nonetheless, it's reasonable to assume that everyone of us ought have a few things that we will miss about this world when we are gone?



Personally, i will miss the following

1. Food. Asian Noodle soup, bacon, fresh grapefruit juice, a good beer, etc....
2. Interactions with animals
3. Being connected to nature (when I'm not devoured by depression and anxiety and self hatred)
4. The smile and touch of a few loved ones that I hold close to my heart



Pour your thoughts out here. Could be interesting

Nothing.

 

[betteroffdead]

My mom
My cat
Cooking
Travelling
Watching my favorite TV shows
Listening to music
Seeing my favorite bands live​

 

[Xingster]

Nothing.

Well, in some ways, I envy you. Cuz you are really READY

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Music, riding motorcycles, nature, weed, goth clubs and raves.

 

[HateFeelingFeelings]

Music, weed, my family and my only friend

 

[Comatose11]

My family, friends, animals, children, music, and food.

 

[lastsummer]

I will miss my body the most. I've been dedicated on weight lifting in the past 3years to gain muscle. I remember how desperate I was, to change my body. Now, I'm happy with the way I look, though I will become just an ash soon. But, its ok, I want to die more.

 

[Xingster]

I will miss my body the most. I've been dedicated on weight lifting in the past 3years to gain muscle. I remember how desperate I was, to change my body. Now, I'm happy with the way I look, though I will become just an ash soon. But, its ok, I want to die more.

It always amazes me that there are people out there like you, who are actively engaged in fitness and self-care, but are just as desperate about dying. There is this guy on YouTube that I follow, Bignoknow, jacked body, super active with his lifestyle.... just as mentally unstable (for yeeeaarrrss) and at times suicidal....

 

[Volatile]

My parents. Everything else is so different than I remember that it's hard to think of anything else. I feel like I was transported to Hell around 20. I'll miss being a teen. It wasn't great but it was stable and more interesting. Or maybe I remember it wrong

 

[lastsummer]

It always amazes me that there are people out there like you, who are actively engaged in fitness and self-care, but are just as desperate about dying. There is this guy on YouTube that I follow, Bignoknow, jacked body, super active with his lifestyle.... just as mentally unstable (for yeeeaarrrss) and at times suicidal....

I dont know about them, but I will have to take a look if I related :)

 

[Xingster]

My parents. Everything else is so different than I remember that it's hard to think of anything else. I feel like I was transported to Hell around 20. I'll miss being a teen. It wasn't great but it was stable and more interesting. Or maybe I remember it wrong

I can totally relate.... I miss things being somewhat tolerablly stable.... I don't fancy it being "great"... if it could be just stable.... that's all i ask for. I can deal with pain and hardship and difficulties... if my mind isn't completely in hell 24/7.

 

[Xingster]

I dont know about them, but I will have to take a look if I related :)

So you have made some transformation about your body in the last couple years.... doesn't that bring you hope and courage, so you want to continue with this life and make more progress? I mean i have made small progresses and victories in life as well... but mentally, I return to the same shithole hell every couple months.... so what's the point ....

 

[lastsummer]

So you have made some transformation about your body in the last couple years.... doesn't that bring you hope and courage, so you want to continue with this life and make more progress? I mean i have made small progresses and victories in life as well... but mentally, I return to the same shithole hell every couple months.... so what's the point ....

Yes, workout has become my only happiness now. But another part of my life bring me to point I can't take it anymore. I will say, I have too much responsibility in family. I have social anxiety and all family problems that I'm too sensitive to acknowledge. I am broken inside, there is nothing can fix, something like that....

 

[Deleted member 847]

Nothing. I had a boring existence.

 

[Xingster]

Yes, workout has become my only happiness now. But another part of my life bring me to point I can't take it anymore. I will say, I have too much responsibility in family. I have social anxiety and all family problems that I'm too sensitive to acknowledge. I am broken inside, there is nothing can fix, something like that....

Go checkout bignoknow on YouTube. I love that guy. He posts a lot about mental health, TRT, some workout....

 

[creatureoflight]

I'm going to miss so much that right now it stops me from doing it

 

[+ + + +]

I miss things right now, while I'm alive. I miss feeling the music, I'm numb to it now. I miss my boyfriend, he is with someone else now. I miss being in the nature while feeling connected to it, now it's just boring trees and annoying birds, no connection at all. I feel like dead already, that's why I want to CTB.

 

[Tiburcio]

Ehhhh... nothing, to be honest. I can't enjoy things anymore. I despice everybody I know. Mmmm... nope, nothing.

 

[RaptorHavx]

Well, I already miss few things. Especially having someone by side, to talk, laugh, spend time, or just simply hug... such a little thing that I had for brief period of my life and nearly makes me cry when I think about it. Beside that, I'll miss anime which was an enjoyable time killer, trance music and driving in sunset... patting my car and telling her she did well... I'm weird...