StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Had a recent boost of finances that I am not accustomed to. I was debating a final vacation or donating it to a charity. Feel like with the former I would just be prolonging the suffering since I am dealing with PTSD, long-term unemployment, depression and a range of other circumstantial complications, which prevents me from attaining happiness. I have around 4k € to spend and live in central Europe. What would you do?

My method is somewhat dependent on weather / climate so I hope to be gone by latest end-August / mid-September.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,711
I might just splurge a bit on something I never done in my life, just to experience it before I go (e.g. delicious food, some special event, travel, etc.). Though depending on the circumstances, if I am going to go, I would likely go sooner than to delay things for risk of jeopardizing my plans. Money itself is not a great motivator for me to live, but it can be a reason to CTB (if I get to a point where I am faced with homelessness and not having enough money to have a roof over my head).
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
I wait until the end of September with ctb because I then expect a transfer to my account, which I will forward to a friend who urgently needs the money for his child. Unfortunately I have nothing else to give him.

It is incredibly difficult for me to wait that long for ctb, but I think it is worth it.
 
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Zappfe lover

Zappfe lover

Experienced
Jun 24, 2020
224
Gonna send small gifts to some people.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
I'm gonna spend some of mine irresponsibly on stuff that will make me momentarily happy; tattoos, drugs and fancy food.

I'll give the rest to my family as expenses. I have scraped up as much as I can for the past few years, it ain't much but its all I have to give them.
 
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falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
671
I don't have much, but what I do have I'm leaving to my sister for her kids. I'm going to cash it out and leave it in an envelope for her so the fucking government doesn't take their 30% or whatever ridiculous amount they steal. "Death tax"...they rob you even after you're dead, lol
 
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Sunbeam

Member
Jul 22, 2020
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I have adult children who won't be able to afford funeral. Costs gone up since covid. Have a basic funeral plan which cost originally about the amount you have but may not be enough now. Having said that I live in London. I don't want to leave them in debt . Have a folder with my Will, some funeral music and a standing note so I don't have to worry about writing anything else explaining. I have stuffed my 4k in there. Understand everyone's situation different. If they had money would give to somewhere or someone where that amount makes real difference. Another poster talked about a friend's child and think that sounded like a good idea
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
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Had a recent boost of finances that I am not accustomed to. I was debating a final vacation or donating it to a charity. Feel like with the former I would just be prolonging the suffering since I am dealing with PTSD, long-term unemployment, depression and a range of other circumstantial complications, which prevents me from attaining happiness. I have around 4k € to spend and live in central Europe. What would you do?

My method is somewhat dependent on weather / climate so I hope to be gone by latest end-August / mid-September.
In my case it will all go to charity, under the terms of my will. In your case, I think it would be entirely reasonable for you to spend a little on yourself before you go, in whatever way seems best to you. Perhaps take a last look at the world, under no pressure at all. If there is anything left, you can still leave that to charity.
 
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DeathBy1000Cuts

DeathBy1000Cuts

New Member
Aug 2, 2020
4
I'd spend it on ordering lots and lots of comic books and buying booze.
 
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harkovv

harkovv

Everybody's different. Everybody's special. TCS.
Jul 14, 2020
94
I'd spend it on my hobby which is wrestling. Maybe ticket to see it live or just wrestlers merch.
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011
I have so little money that the last of it will be spent on CTB stuff & my urn lol
 
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DeathBy1000Cuts

DeathBy1000Cuts

New Member
Aug 2, 2020
4
I'd spend it on my hobby which is wrestling. Maybe ticket to see it live or just wrestlers merch.

So you're a big and strong woman, right? With bone crushing, muscled legs. Very nice.
Do your earn a lot?
 
harkovv

harkovv

Everybody's different. Everybody's special. TCS.
Jul 14, 2020
94
@DeathBy1000Cuts I am not a wrestler, im just a fan of it lol. I am exactly the opposite and I have no money :ahhha:
 
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Red87

Red87

Looking for away out of my darkness
Jul 6, 2020
127
I'm leaving some money to my family hidden of course with a letter in my filing cabinet so know one will know it's there untill they look threw the paper work they will have to look there to find my title of my car so they will get that as well I don't have alot of money but my car is worth 1500 and I'm leaving 600 cash so I'm hoping it will help them in someway I'm the only one that lives here my family come and visit me sometime but in my lease has my family as a emergency for my stuff and car just in case my landlord knows my family so I'm not worried
 
SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Honestly, I'd work my ass off to make a ton of money, then divide it between my mother, father and brother. Possibly get myself a few small things that are perishable..
 
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greekyfish10

greekyfish10

i’m kinda screwed in the head but aren’t we all
Aug 1, 2020
51
i'm not really sure. maybe i'll buy some people things and i might buy some food to eat, like a food that i really enjoy before i end it all. i don't really have that much money.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Drugs, food, and video games for me.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I don't have that money left so I'll just leave whatever amount I have on the table with a note saying that they can do whatever they want with my stuff but I want my Gaming PC to be given to my nephew because I know he'll just love it
 
muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
If I ctb, I'll donate the rest of my bank account to charity
 
Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

Photography by Haris Nukem.
Jan 19, 2020
3,095
I know what it's like to struggle so simple things like buying good food and drink will be a treat for me. My stomach will be a little irritable but one last yippee-kai-yay feeds my soul.
 
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Leaving Logically

Member
Aug 1, 2020
16
I don't have much, but what I do have I'm leaving to my sister for her kids. I'm going to cash it out and leave it in an envelope for her so the fucking government doesn't take their 30% or whatever ridiculous amount they steal. "Death tax"...they rob you even after you're dead, lol

"Death tax" is a zombie lie, meaning one which has been repeatedly and thoroughly debunked but which persons of a specific political bent persist in spreading anyway.

Unless your estate is worth in excess of $11 million, it doesn't even apply.


Goodbye.
 
falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
671
"Death tax" is a zombie lie, meaning one which has been repeatedly and thoroughly debunked but which persons of a specific political bent persist in spreading anyway.

Unless your estate is worth in excess of $11 million, it doesn't even apply.


Goodbye.
..so I guess being misinformed/fooled by others makes me a liar? Oookay, then. Hope going hard in the paint on me made you feel better?

Either way, I am in massive debt, which is where my money would go if I *didn't* cash it to leave to my sister.

If I misinterpreted and you weren't calling me out for being a shill of some sort, I apologize. It just sure seems like you were *shrug*
 
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Leaving Logically

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Aug 1, 2020
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If I have anything left, which I don't plan to, it will go to the Humane Society, because all animals are better than all people.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Pay off my debts if I have any, and leave the rest for my family. If my debts are more than the windfall, then I'd split it 50-50 between payments and my family.

If it was as much as 4k, then I'd spent a thousand on a nice little vacation with my family and maybe one last Broadway show.
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Spend it all on sedative drugs to help ctb
 
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Belit667

Belit667

Experienced
Aug 2, 2020
247
I'll buy loads of comic books / manga.
 
omsoc

omsoc

omsoc
May 8, 2019
27
I'm going to give it to my mum and grandma. I'm going to miss them as much as they're going to miss me, I feel so bad.
 
okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
I don't have anyone , don't have anywhere to go , probably buy some good food, if you have soemwhere to go
split parts for vacation and part for giving someone you love/ closeby
 
Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
451
Get a cab to drive me up near the mountains before I hike my way up to make my attempt.
 
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