What will you do on your last day?

[Nina1]

Just curious what everyone is doing on final day

 

[Death is beautiful]

Nothing special, it will be a normal day, except that I will be very worried about preparing for CTB

 

[Oblivion Access]

I wanted to try IV opiates for the longest, never did cause I know if I do I'll never want anything else again. Well, if I'm leaving anyway, why not indulge one last time?

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that I want to do, the only thing that is important to me is making sure the method does not fail. I am tired of living and I do not want anymore days. I am trapped in this world as ctb is so difficult. It is all very depressing. I wish I had the euthanasia option avaliable.

 

[Mr2005]

Die

 

[Crazy4u]

I will probably ctb in the morning so I won't do anything. I will spend the previous day cleaning my apartment and getting rid of stuff

 

[Niirvana]

I am a very anxious person, I will not be able to enjoy the last moments much, but I would listen to music

 

[allesistgut]

though i'm not certain on the method yet, i'm fairly sure that no matter my method i'll spend the day before i ctb in nature listening to music and maybe looking at some pictures of the people i care about.

i'm most likely going to ctb early in the morning the following day so i won't really have much time to actually do things the day of, but i'll most definitely be listening to music.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I will post it here, time delayed.

 

[CiproKilledMe]

I will most likely break a bunch of shit in a blind rage, primal scream, and then self-destruct/supernova by drinking N spontaneously without any AE. I do the first two things on a daily basis already...I just have to get to that final step.

 

[opeth98]

I will spend my final day being happy, which is a luxury I never quite experienced. I'll pretend I didn't have any issues and that my life was perfect. I would put on an act, oh and I would most definitely go on a trip to Rome.

 

[Nina1]

I will spend my final day being happy, which is a luxury I never quite experienced. I'll pretend I didn't have any issues and that my life was perfect. I would put on an act, oh and I would most definitely go on a trip to Rome.

Yes I will be doing the same. Def feel it's important to not dwell that day and probably just a walk in the park with 90s jams. Although Rome would be epic!

 

[someonelse]

I will talk to my dad on the phone. I will probably need to get things in order, maybe clean up my apartment some. I'm sure I'll spend some of it sleeping. I'll listen to music (Liz Phair, Frank Ocean, The Smiths, shoegaze). Maybe play dress up lol. Im non-binary and have always been afraid to dress how I'd like to in public so I sometimes dress up at home. I know I will cry a lot.

 

[Nina1]

You sound interesting. Thx for sharing

 

[myopybyproxy]

still trying to decide about what i will do re going out with a bang (even if i'm the only one who hears it). will gather all the materials, factory reset my phone and destroy laptop hard drive, and handwrite over the note. then travel to the location and return my spirit to the spirit bank. its loan is far beyond overdue. no matter how long I live or what I accomplish, I can never pay back the interest. best thing I can do is return it asap before any more interest accrues.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I wanted to try IV opiates for the longest, never did cause I know if I do I'll never want anything else again. Well, if I'm leaving anyway, why not indulge one last time?

Similar here - Oxy, nose powder and lots of alcohol!

 

[Nina1]

Good luck to you! Thx for sharing