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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I'll have Pink Floyd's "Wearing the inside out" on repeat.

I feel that the first half describes me perfect.


"From morning to night
I stayed out of sight
Didn't recognize
what I'd become
No more than alive
I'd barely survive
In a word, overrun


Won't hear a sound
From my mouth
I've spent too long
On the inside out
My skin is cold
To the human touch
This bleeding heart's
Not beating much


I murmured a vow
of silence and now
I don't even hear
when I think aloud
Extinguished by light
I turn on the night
Wear its darkness
with an empty smile

I'm creeping back to life
My nervous system all awry
I'm wearing the inside out"
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
I have no idea, probably nothing as I'd like to go in silence and tranquility
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Good question, a friend I met recently, introduced me to this
So to honor the only person who I openly talked about suicide with in private, and made me feel okay, even for a brief time, I think this shall be it.

Or if I'm feeling resentful,
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Bach Goldberg Variations, silence, or the sound of the waves.
 
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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I'm afraid listening to music may instill in me the desire to live
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Mozart's Requiem. It's wonderfull! It makes death seem so warm and safe.
 
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Gumby

Gumby

Student
Jun 10, 2018
103
Schubert
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Music might be distracting, I'm thinking just silence is good. Quietness
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Nothing. I just will remembering how bland I am until my final moments.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
I haven't decided on that yet. At first I planned to have some the GazettE or L'arc~en~ciel song playing, but I think I might want to have something cheerful and happy playing instead. Maybe some After-School Tea Party songs. If anything comes next, at least I will get there after listening to something happy rather than depressing and sad.
 
AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
If I'm going through the shotgun method I'm planning to listen to the entirety of Pink Floyd's The Wall album before I pull the trigger. If hanging, probably just going to listen to some Summer Heart songs cause they always help with me dissociating.
 
borntooslow

borntooslow

Member
Jun 29, 2018
43
This one, sure:


Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please


That game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skin
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin


Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please



A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
"Is it to be or not to be?"
And I replied, "Oh, why ask me?"

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I...

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And you can do the same thing if you please

 
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Ice Poseidon

Ice Poseidon

Member
Jul 3, 2018
25
If I'm going through the shotgun method I'm planning to listen to the entirety of Pink Floyd's The Wall album before I pull the trigger. If hanging, probably just going to listen to some Summer Heart songs cause they always help with me dissociating.
If you plan on doing the shotgun method, which part of the brain will you be aiming at?
 
Ice Poseidon

Ice Poseidon

Member
Jul 3, 2018
25
This one, sure:


Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please


That game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skin
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin


Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please



A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
"Is it to be or not to be?"
And I replied, "Oh, why ask me?"

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I...

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And you can do the same thing if you please



This will probably be my song as well.
 
HeartbreakInStereo

HeartbreakInStereo

Restless
Jun 14, 2018
31


this is probably the song i'll end my life to.
 
Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
I don't know what words I can say
The wind has a way to talk to me
Flowers sleep, a silent lullaby
I pray for reply, I'm ready

Quiet day calms me
Oh serenity, someone please
Tell me, what is it they say
Maybe I will know one day

I don't know what words I can say
The wind has a way to talk to me
Flowers sleep, a silent lullaby
I pray for reply, I'm ready

Hiru No Tsuki - Arai Akino
 
ultraviolet sin

ultraviolet sin

RUDEBOY
Jul 17, 2018
93
Perhaps Breakin' A Sweat by the Doors.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Guessing that evil elf running around in my head with a hammer
 
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Ssname

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
268
Perfect by Ed sheeran. It means a lot to me.
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Final countdown :)
 
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Peekaf

Peekaf

Dem Bones
Jul 8, 2018
35
"I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
Live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love Mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart I feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all
And leave forever
What's done is done, it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without
The trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
Tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
Letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

"
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
"I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
Live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love Mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart I feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all
And leave forever
What's done is done, it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without
The trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
Tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
Letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

"



Now thats what I call appropiate
 
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