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Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
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It sounds like a life-defining experience. Was it a sexual relationship?
I don't know if that is important. But there was whirlwind of love, lust and affection for sure.

It was more than that but...yeah it was part of it...

Sometimes i wish it wasn't and it could have been platonic...she could have been my best friend for sure, clicked so well, seemed unreal, it was just a dream probably...a dream that turned into a nightmare...

But it's all my fault and the guilt is feasting on my feeble mind, hence why i'm here...

I wish our bond was unbreakable like diamond...i wish i could go back in time...

Or maybe it was all a lie...and like a fool i want it again...
 
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novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
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I don't know if that is important. But there was whirlwind of love, lust and affection for sure.

It was more than that but...yeah it was part of it...

Sometimes i wish it wasn't and it could have been platonic...she could have been my best friend for sure, clicked so well, seemed unreal, it was just a dream probably...a dream that turned into a nightmare...

But it's all my fault and the guilt is feasting on my feeble mind, hence why i'm here...

I wish our bond was unbreakable like diamond...i wish i could go back in time...
I know the feeling.
 

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