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Joey
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2020
- 1,432
I wish I didn't waste my life on gaming and spending in my room all of the time. I know I can have a good life but I'm too much of a coward to do anything. I feel absolutely trapped in my situation and I don't know what to do any more.
I don't know anything about credit and I wish I would've been the better man to step up and have my Dad help me but he gave up on me because I don't listen at all.
I know I'm still young and can still change my life but a part of me knows that I'm screwed. I knew I was right and that I never really found my place.
I'm too scared to die and I know I want too and I can save them the burden but maybe it's just better for them for me just passing away. If there could be a way, I could make my death look accidental but I don't know how that would work...
I thought about the CO method but I will never bring anyone down with me and I do have the SN but I'm too much of a coward because once you go through with it, there's no going back.
Any ideas?
I don't know anything about credit and I wish I would've been the better man to step up and have my Dad help me but he gave up on me because I don't listen at all.
I know I'm still young and can still change my life but a part of me knows that I'm screwed. I knew I was right and that I never really found my place.
I'm too scared to die and I know I want too and I can save them the burden but maybe it's just better for them for me just passing away. If there could be a way, I could make my death look accidental but I don't know how that would work...
I thought about the CO method but I will never bring anyone down with me and I do have the SN but I'm too much of a coward because once you go through with it, there's no going back.
Any ideas?