What to do before suicide

[Iwouldratherdie]

Should I write some kind of note? What should the note say? I don't have anyone that cares about me, abuse has been normalized my whole life. My family wants me to die. My pet birds won't care and I don't have any friends. I have been more worried about if ill get interrupted if I'll end up in a hospital or if i go to jail for trying to commit suicide that I haven't even had any idea of what to do. I would like to bring my birds to adoption because I don't want my family having them but I can't get there easily and it's more important that I commit suicide. A part of me just wants to ignore the fact that my birds will be with my family. It just seems easier to ignore that fact than to get up and go to adoption center. What should I do before suicide?

 

[randomz]

Well I guess the best thing to do before CTB would be to think if this is really only option left to feel better about life. Think on your decision and see if there may be something else you can do/change in your life. I am sorry life brought you to this place and I hope everything works out for you :)

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Can the adoption center come to you if you tell them you don't have transportation?

As far as notes, if they are going to abusers, the abusers will read them through their own filters. They'll interpret your ctb through their own filters. If you do write them, I would suggest that you write them for your own benefit. If it's not beneficial to do so, then there's no need to write them if you don't want to.

If your main concerns are about being interrupted and hospitalized, then I would focus on that. A well-thought out and well-researched plan will lead to success. Have you decided on and thoroughly researched your method? Have you thought out all the logistics? Once you've done this and taken care of the bird situation, I think you'll be able to relax more and think more clearly.

 

[s1mplem3]

Two things that are definitely would be not bad to do - take care of your birds and make sure you won't get into a psych ward or prison. If you want to CTB do it properly.

 

[MissKatrina]

I know not idea- but could you sell your birds? You're the seller so you can ensure they go to a loving home. :) More effort, but if it's feasible, why not?

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

Jesus we live in s hellhole world where people have to worry about going to jail for attempting and failing suicide.
Can anybody possibly imagine a worse world than this in which we live. I want to cry.