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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
30
I feel like I'll panic and botch my own attempt. 30 min is a long time of just sitting and waiting to die. I thought maybe being in call with someone would help but it's probably better to die alone.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
123
Personally I would listen to music
 
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walliwalli

walliwalli

end of the road (03/30/26)
Feb 14, 2026
131
where'd you hear about 30 minutes? i thought unconsciousness tends to happen quicker than that. i was imagining more like 10-15 minutes.

i was thinking of just lying there or maybe watching something on the tv (since i'll be at a hotel). like starting a movie, drinking the SN when it's time, then continuing to watch as if it's no big deal.
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
158
Hearing gets muffled, vision blurs, confusion sets in. I don't think you'll be enjoying TV or music
 
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NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

Student
Dec 26, 2025
110
I feel like I'll panic and botch my own attempt. 30 min is a long time of just sitting and waiting to die. I thought maybe being in call with someone would help but it's probably better to die alone.
From my understanding of SN, based off threads here, medical articles/reports, news articles, and coroner reports, if you take the recommended dosage for your body weight, you'll loose consciousness fairly quickly. 30 minutes is highly unlikely, you're probably looking at 10 to 20 minutes max. Even if you're conscious around the 20 minute mark, you'll likely be very out of it. You deteriorate quickly with SN, I've read of multiple cases of people regretting their choice and calling for help and still dying. That's why IMO one should be 100% sure, give it deep thought, and be ready to die if they're going to take SN. Sure some have survived attempts, but for the most part it's really not something you can go back from, and the effects take place very quick.
 
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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
395
If i had SN I would be playing some hero shooter or something. U would be very focused on the game that u forgor
 
walliwalli

walliwalli

end of the road (03/30/26)
Feb 14, 2026
131
If i had SN I would be playing some hero shooter or something. U would be very focused on the game that u forgor
playing a multiplayer FPS so i can inconvenience random teammates one last time by literally dying mid-game hahaha
 
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Burning_soul

Burning_soul

Member
Feb 26, 2023
21
Listening to music, writing, maybe taking some sleeping pills to not bother with that choice in those moments. From what I know of the lethargic and weakening symptoms, however, I doubt you could do anything but lie on the floor or on your bed before long and think back on short collection of pleasant memories.
 
madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
548
after taking it, I suspect I'll feel ill and just want to lie there and will probably have headphones in listening to music
 
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madmanbadman

New Member
Mar 13, 2026
4
cringy i know but ill just hold pictures of all my friends,their letters or my letters to them.
While watching passion of the christ
 
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iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
98
Realistically you will feel very sick and you won't be able to do anything lol.
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
252
I read the average was 12 minutes. A while back I found a video of a guy who filmed himself taking SN and it showed him until he lost consciousness. He did not appear to be in shape to do anything. He looked nauseous at first and then he was really out of it. At one point he was kicking his legs.
 

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