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Made4TV
A hopeless hope junkie
- Sep 17, 2018
- 574
I have one animal left, who is quite old but still very healthy. A bit high maintenance though. The other pets have all passed. I am planning to CTB some time in the next few months. I will probably have a vet come in to put this little one down at home with me. It will be peaceful; at home. It's lived a good, long, life, and won't have to suffer with any more old-age issues or potentially being re-homed. But it's still hard. I'm so afraid of bringing the vet in, letting go of my little one, and then not being able to follow through with my own plan, or being stopped. I don't know then if I could forgive myself in the aftermath of that. Or have people know that's what I did. I don't know.