DepressedAngel
Life is exhausting
- Dec 4, 2019
- 146
It gets worse throughout the day, so definitely at night. Or when I'm surrounded by people but still feel alone.... :((
tryingtoescape
Experienced
- Dec 30, 2019
- 213
The worst times for me are when I first wake up and nighttime.
Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 798
Right now it's most of the day. Trying to sleep is so hard. I have to take so much Valium just to function.
reapandsow918
Let the waves take me
- Nov 6, 2019
- 191
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
Not that much
Only in the mornings , afternoons , evenings and nights
;)
Only in the mornings , afternoons , evenings and nights
;)
LMLN
Paragon
- Aug 10, 2019
- 929
Early morning definitely. Facing another day is devastating. Waking up is devastating.
properchap
Jonathan
- Dec 31, 2019
- 6
I feel worse first thing in the morning. Before I get out of bed I am totally consumed by negative thoughts. Conversely in the evening I'm at my most positive. I tend to not think about my situation late at night or even see some hope, but first thing I'm totally down.
I get pretty angry when I wake up and I feel a lot better when it gets dark but still not great.
Morning when I go to work . It is even more difficult now since the last team kicked me out and a new team had to accept me but they don't want me . I am very ugly and people run away from me . I don't know when I will have the courge to end my life . I am suffering everyday and I don't have the courge to CTB.
In the morning. I am always so upset that I didn't die in my sleep. I feel so ill that it could happen but it never does. The universe wants me to suffer on another day.
Mornings are the worst...back to reality. Then most of the day is pretty bad. Just before bed I'm more out of it and able to relax, but then I go to bed and usually lay awake for a few hours.
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