whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
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I don't get it. I don't understand why people are enthusiastic or interested about what society is offering. It's just a mix of lies, ambition and the fulfilment of animal instincts. There is basically no space travel, which is my metric of advancement for some reason, and the technology that IS being developed is basically aiming to replace humans or normal human activities, and to track everyone and their opinion and serve them social engineering propaganda 24/7. Great job.
I'm just sort of floating around, wondering what the hell I have to do with all of this.
I just feel like nothing interesting is going on. I know the media lies to the people on behalf of who pays them and the people get outraged or vote on command. If they craft a war or whatever they will steer it wherever they want and people will follow the consensus opinion coming from the screens they carry around or use at home, the truth will never be made public. It's just boring.
I don't think I like living very much, to add insult to injury. Society seems more insane every day in some respects, but when the Mesoamericans carved out hearts to offer to the Gods they weren't precisely of a sound mind either. Probably it's life itself that's the problem, and that's why all cultures are fucked, not just the one I was born into. I don't know. It might be that I just dislike what being a human is about, for whatever reason.
I know many people in here kill themselves or think about it over a disgraceful existence, and I have that, but I'm more part of this strange group of people that just feels out of place with existing. It's just fascinating, the fact that we exist. How does life turn against itself like that? We should be sticking to our programming and always coveting existence. I remember being like this since a kid, so it wasn't the result of decades of suffering. I was born ungrateful and weary about existence, and it only got worse. The truth is that in some significant respects I loathe humans, and going deeper, life itself. It's almost like I'm something else, in a flesh suit.
I'm just sort of floating around, wondering what the hell I have to do with all of this.
I just feel like nothing interesting is going on. I know the media lies to the people on behalf of who pays them and the people get outraged or vote on command. If they craft a war or whatever they will steer it wherever they want and people will follow the consensus opinion coming from the screens they carry around or use at home, the truth will never be made public. It's just boring.
I don't think I like living very much, to add insult to injury. Society seems more insane every day in some respects, but when the Mesoamericans carved out hearts to offer to the Gods they weren't precisely of a sound mind either. Probably it's life itself that's the problem, and that's why all cultures are fucked, not just the one I was born into. I don't know. It might be that I just dislike what being a human is about, for whatever reason.
I know many people in here kill themselves or think about it over a disgraceful existence, and I have that, but I'm more part of this strange group of people that just feels out of place with existing. It's just fascinating, the fact that we exist. How does life turn against itself like that? We should be sticking to our programming and always coveting existence. I remember being like this since a kid, so it wasn't the result of decades of suffering. I was born ungrateful and weary about existence, and it only got worse. The truth is that in some significant respects I loathe humans, and going deeper, life itself. It's almost like I'm something else, in a flesh suit.
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