Venting what the f*ck are we even waking up to every single day???

[sanction]

Are we waking up to go to vacation???? Are we waking up to have fun and enjoy life????

Every FUCKING morning we wake up, our very first thought is MONEY, HUNGER, or this fucking "responsibility", that fucking chore, errand, or bullshit task to deal with, or this fucking issue to resolve, or some future potential problem to jump on, just so we can take care of it early, before it turns into a bigger future problem

Like for real....... what in the world are we even waking up to????? For the younger ones, it is school. For adults, it is work to pay bills, along with endless different responsibilities. The seniors, it is waking up to health issues, with many upcoming doctor appointments and different medical needs on their calendar

Most of us are just invisible people in society that nobody gives a single fuck about. Everything we want or need..... we need to create or fight for it from complete scratch ourselves

Everything we want to make a request for, we are just told to stand in the back of the line, just to quietly and obediently wait for our turn, and all we get in the end is literally bread crumbs or the lowest quality of service or attention

We live in a bullshit world..... where you literally always have a 0% chance to just randomly find a bag of money on the ground by luck.... but 1000% chance of every single thing coming your way from all different directions non-stop, to try to take every last penny out of your pocket, during any day or time of the year

You can always count on things breaking down, needing to be repaired or maintained, some positive thing turning into negative...... and this always happens non-stop automatically, without a single effort. But never ever the other way around

Just ask yourself honestly. When has your TO-DO-LIST ever truly ended???????? You could of just marked off 100 different things on your to-do-list. But the next 100 will always be coming up next....... and it just continues on..... and on......

You could be the best kind hearted person, the most honest and sincere, the most hard working person....... but you are always still only able to squeeze just a tiny little drop of positive stuff from this world..... however, for the negative things, it will instead always and automatically without any effort at all, keep find its way to you, and be dropped on you by the KILOS or TONS

Sorry for the long rant, but this is such a cruel world. It is complete disgusting and ridiculous this is the world and reality most of us were innocently just thrown into

 

[Anri_wants_peace]

thanks for this
all of it it's true
and i don't really know why i'm here
why i didn't jumped

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I wish I didn't have to wake up too, but there are so many expectations placed on me, so every time I wake up I think about how I am to achieve those and worry about those instead. I'm not happy either, just very stretched.

 

[PhilosopherInAV0id]

I can feel you on every count right there. Every day I wake up, get ready for the new day, and realize that I am going to be doing the equivalent not absolutely nothing. And don't even get me started on negative things happening.

 

[Mirrory Me]

That's a shame. It depends on where you live - I have been able to retire due to my mental health background a while ago, and I receive subsidies that cover basic expenses. I wouldn't have been able, or wanted to go to a real job anyway, because I wanted to become an artist.

Today I dragged my bed next to my desk so I could get more done during the day - I can't sit in a regular chair normally or for very long without getting uncomfortable, I think there's something wrong with my spine. It's really nice and relaxing to sit and lie here while looking at the colorful decorations on the table.

 

[Kariope]

To rot

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I'm definitely not living past the age 50.
My generation is supposed to retire when 72 lmao.
Fuck that.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me existence truly is just meaningless and pointless suffering, to be burdened with the ability to exist is very undesirable. It's tragic to me how humans continue to so selfishly procreate, all they are doing is creating problems there was never a need for, I just see existing as a process of slowly dying where one is just waiting for their existence to disappear into nothingness where all will finally be forgotten about. It truly is such a cruel world we exist in especially as there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[nood11]

In our capitalist money-based world life is always sucking our money away from us without our choice. None of us chose to be born, but we have to produce mass amounts of money from working just to survive in a life we don't want and never asked for.

 

[violetskies]

sleeping really is the best part of life. it's always a shame to wake up.