RedBuns

RedBuns

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I've seen this thread before a few weeks ago, but I can't seem to find it now :( there was so many good suggestions, so I'm asking, what song(s) would you CTB to?
 
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Ghost2211

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Silence for me. Blissful peaceful silence.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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2 songs by Alice in Chains: Rotten Apple and Nutshell
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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The End by The Doors. It's perfect to end my life at peace.
 
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overwhelming

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the cure- disintegration
 
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I'd say, The Cure Faith.
 
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Wincombe00

Wincombe00

All is quiet on New Years Day...
Jun 30, 2020
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Everlong by Foo Fighters and Disco 2000 by Pulp. I've got very overwhelming memories from those songs.
 
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Deleted member 18655

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I thought I had a craving to hear this song so I looked it up, to post it in the Megathread. After the first three notes, I was sobbing. This is going to be the song.

It breaks me, shatters me, kills me. :heart:

 
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Strawberry wine - Massive internal complicatons

 
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Until recently I was not-so-mildly obsessed with Rachmaninov :hug:. I'm a synesthete and his stuff is a trip! Haha
 
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Isadeth

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This will more than likely be the last song I will listen to. It's one of my favorite songs and I love Tim Eriksen's music. First discovered him on Rhapsody in 2004. Fell in love immediately. ♡

 
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F#minor

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Until recently I was not-so-mildly obsessed with Rachmaninov :hug:. I'm a synesthete and his stuff is a trip! Haha
The second concerto with its opening tolling chords and dirge-like theme in the cellos and basses that follows, anchored by the lowest C on the piano, is music to accompany the dessification of my soul.
 
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The second concerto with its opening tolling chords and dirge-like theme in the cellos and basses that follows, anchored by the lowest C on the piano, is music to accompany the dessification of my soul.
He loves the low notes, doesn't he! In the chorale pieces I always pitied the men. As a coloratura I was just there for the sake of an extra voice; the men had all of the work to do. When I let myself "see" music, it was the low strings that stirred up the most vivid images of movement and depth (the lower and more dirge-like the better).
 
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There's actually a prelude called the "suicide" prelude. It's in F Minor. No. 18 I think. You can hear a person's desperation in struggling to overcome the SI, digging into their utter torment to find the will to take the ultimate plunge, ending with two death knell chords at the end that declare the heartbeat's flatlining. The raindrop is more sublime, though, and comforting.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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So many great choices you guys! I know originally chose Unleashed by Epica as the final song in the first thread like this one, but at this point I have a small playlist started, since it's really hard to choose just one. I'm thinking it would be nice to listen to a few good songs at the very end, before actually doing the deed, but I'm going to stick with my original choice when I'm actually dying.
 
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He loves the low notes, doesn't he! In the chorale pieces I always pitied the men. As a coloratura I was just there for the sake of an extra voice; the men had all of the work to do. When I let myself "see" music, it was the low strings that stirred up the most vivid images of movement and depth (the lower and more dirge-like the better).
Awesome you got to sing his old-church-slavonic Russian stuff! The vespers are amazing. The basses have to growl out a low b-flat at the end of one movement.
 
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There's actually a prelude called the "suicide" prelude. It's in F Minor. No. 18 I think. You can hear a person's desperation in struggling to overcome the SI, digging into their utter torment to find the will to take the ultimate plunge, ending with two death knell chords at the end that declare the heartbeat's flatlining. The raindrop is more sublime, though, and comforting.
Love it!! Forgive me, it's been 20 years since I spoke academically about music. These days I just feel and see it. I forgot how magical serious music is. Popular stuff has been good because I don't have to invest a lot of energy and thought into experiencing it but it's so worth it. Thank you for the reminder.
Awesome you got to sing his old-church-slavonic Russian stuff! The vespers are amazing. The basses have to growl out a low b-flat at the end of one movement.
Hahahaha It took the longest time to be able to sing it without sobbing through it. It's just way too powerful for me. I don't even open that Pandora's box anymore.
 
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"Tears" for two pianos
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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I discovered a song just last night that might be a good choice if someone likes it. The song itself isn't about suicide per se, just death in general, but it sounds overly happy.


Of course, I now have a disturbing but slightly amusing image in my head of someone finding me after I'm dead, but for some reason this song is being looped nonstop out of a nearby speaker. I don't want to do that to anyone on purpose, but the unfortunate truth is that someone will find us eventually, whether we like the thought of it or not.
 
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chopinkms

chopinkms

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I have quite a lot I've considered- I've actually made a playlist ahaha

space song by beach house
gloomy sunday
harlem river by kevin morby
MOZART'S REQUIEM
(bit basic) Claire de lune
heavenly by cigarettes after sex
 
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Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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This will more than likely be the last song I will listen to. It's one of my favorite songs and I love Tim Eriksen's music. First discovered him on Rhapsody in 2004. Fell in love immediately. ♡


This song is amazing!
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

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Nov 24, 2019
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This one for me -
 
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