Discussion What simple pleasure(s) will you miss the most?

[Lost Magic]

When your nearing the end of your days what simple pleasure(s) will you most miss? I think mines would be just that quiet moment of peace that I get while I am drinking kratom tea and not worrying. Even typing this write now makes me feel relatively calm.

 

[Oblivion Access]

By definition, when I'm dead I will miss nothing. But apart from me being a pedantic prick: the elated warmth of an opioid high (bless Kratom) a simple meal after days of barely eating (someone here said hunger is the best seasoning, couldn't be more true), the feeling of nothingness while deep into meditation, making people laugh.

 

[Lost Magic]

By definition, when I'm dead I will miss nothing. But apart from me being a pedantic prick: the elated warmth of an opioid high (bless Kratom) a simple meal after days of barely eating (someone here said hunger is the best seasoning, couldn't be more true), the feeling of nothingness while deep into meditation, making people laugh.

lol I didn't mean being dead. I mean before you die. But good to see a fellow Kratom drinker. I enjoy the Red Borneo strain. It is fairly calming.

 

[Oblivion Access]

lol I didn't mean being dead. I mean before you die. But good to see a fellow Kratom drinker. I enjoy the Red Borneo strain. It is fairly calming.

Ah pardon my zonked lack of reading comprehension then . I'm sitting on loads of Red Maeng Da, quite like it but wish I had other strains to compare. I'm super impressed how it often feels even better mood/pain wise than stuff like Heroin.

 

[Lost Magic]

Ah pardon my zonked lack of reading comprehension then . I'm sitting on loads of Red Maeng Da, quite like it but wish I had other strains to compare. I'm super impressed how it often feels even better mood/pain wise than stuff like Heroin.

lol, right on. Glad it helps you, I have never tried that strain before.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I will miss SO much. Eating and drinking freely which I now cannot do anymore, listening to music, watching a good show or movie, going for a walk out in nature near my house, the stars and the night sky, trips to the grocery store and the mall and target and the library, and most importantly spending time with my loved ones. That's the worst fucking part of all is knowing that while my life is over, it means I have to say goodbye to the people I love so dear. It rips my heart from my chest.

I'll also just miss the normal human experience of having hope and ups and downs instead of life being a constant string of suffering devoid of any hope at all.

sending love to everyone

 

[FuneralCry]

I will miss absolutely nothing about this life. There is nothing that I enjoy. My life is only suffering and misery. I look forward to eternal nothingness as only then nothing can hurt me.

 

[Sea Turtle]

I will miss the feeling of being content and loved. I will miss the feeling of being weightless, free, curious, and at peace underwater when scuba diving.
I fear I will experience neither ever again as my SN gets closer and closer to me. I suppose in the end, it doesn't matter what we yearn for when we are alive, as after, there is nothing.

 

[Darkover]

programming
learning
maths
science
technology
internet
music
weed
coke
sex
films
books
feeling happy
laptop
phone

 

[hopelessgirl]

Getting coffee served in bed. My best memory. From when I was normal. And life was just days of bliss, and the world was a beautiful place full off possibilities. And I'd just woke up after a calm night, happy and still a bit drowsy, my ex would bring me a cup of coffee. And so the day would start gently, in bed, and I had no where else I had to be, but also the feeling in my stomach that this was going to be yet another good day.

 

[AnestheticVoid]

Drugs

 

[Looooser]

I'd miss hanging out with my daughter. I love being a dad and hate that I can't do more for her.

I'd also miss going on adventures. My anxiety and depression are pretty bad so I haven't done much in that last few years but the stories I can tell you from my past are pretty amazing to most people.

 

[clown_17]

Everything that my life was and was shaping up to be before I became mentally ill and it all went wrong

 

[_Minsk]

Music
Kratom as well, borneo red is also my fav
Falling asleep after a tiring day
Being on ss
Finding some good threads that keep me and my mind occupied
Documentaries
Anime
These random moments at night where i feel peaceful at times

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

When your nearing the end of your days what simple pleasure(s) will you most miss? I think mines would be just that quiet moment of peace that I get while I am drinking kratom tea and not worrying. Even typing this write now makes me feel relatively calm.

The only pleasures i consiously don't want to eradicate are working on my ctb plans, working to defeat my si, programming, tech, reading books, learning, SS, reading books or websites about these topics : the brain,evolution, DNA, stoicism,philosophy, efilism, pessimism , ever deeper honesty book , nihilism , anti-natalism, technology, Law of Entropy

All others are instincts or habits i picked up that are harmful to me imo.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Probably sipping tea or coffee, eating whole bags of chips or tubs of ice cream while watching cartoons, mostly food related stuff.

 

[watchingthewheels]

Music and sunsets.

 

[davidgeorge]

Running in the rain

 

[whereismymind]

When your nearing the end of your days what simple pleasure(s) will you most miss? I think mines would be just that quiet moment of peace that I get while I am drinking kratom tea and not worrying. Even typing this write now makes me feel relatively calm.

Kratom is the only thing bringing me relieve these days. For a moment it shuts down my racing thoughts and I can be relaxed for an hour or so, then it all comes back. I tried so many kinds of Kratom. At the moment my favourites are Dragon Green and Borneo Green :) They seem to calm me down without the overly sedating effect (like Maeng Da Red does to me). I totally get you!

 

[CiproKilledMe]

Mmm, kratom . By far the best 2-3 hours of my otherwise hellish day. My only regret is that I didn't try it many years ago when I first heard about it. It always sounded too good to be true. And it is. When I finally tried it I said, "Oh man, they're definitely gonna outlaw this stuff!" Red maeng da blows my brains out better than any opioid on the market. Red Borneo and Red Vietnam are also fun times. It pains me to think of all of those years of potential pleasure I lost out on by not having tried it earlier.

 

[Lost Magic]

Awesome to have to some fellow kratom lovers on here. Glad it has helped you all like it helps me. In fact I'm gonna make a cup just now lol

 

[Hydrangea]

Playing the guitar or the piano in a dimly-lit room on my own and hearing the music through my all of my body, sleeping while holding the plushie my friends gave me, a freshly brewed cup of green tea, walks along the seaside on a cloudy-ish day, my parents, and him.

 

[som1]

I mean I like listening to music from time to time but I'm not sure if I will miss it, I don't think I will miss anything. I guess I don't find anything in this life pleasurable anymore.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Only thing I can think of is music. It helped me navigate through extremely tough times my entire life. For the past many months though I have absolutely lost interest in it too. My whole reality has become a dark dungeon now. I just want that nothing actually remains after I am gone so that I won't miss anything and nothing will ever hurt me.

 

[Lost Magic]

Only thing I can think of is music. It helped me navigate through extremely tough times my entire life. For the past many months though I have absolutely lost interest in it too. My whole reality has become a dark dungeon now. I just want that nothing actually remains after I am gone so that I won't miss anything and nothing will ever hurt me.

I'm sorry to hear that you lost your passion for music. I do hope you are able to rekindle those feelings. Maybe just find new kinds of musical interests? I can't live without it. I have wireless, noise cancelling headphones and listen to them all around the house.

 

[GreenTree]

From my old life I miss football. Watching and playing. Miss holidays with my girlfriend. Miss mates and going to the pub. Miss taking my daughter out. Miss care free days. Miss working. Miss relationships with family. Mental illness has ruined my life. I want to die so bad. Wish it was easier to die. Life feels an eternal punishment.

 

[Hurt]

I miss being happy and hopeful about future. Now all hope is gone. Nothing is the same and I dont wanr to deal with this anymore.

 

[OldDrummer]

I wouldn't miss any meals, any drinks, any experiences.

I'd wake up at 4am regularly. I never slept well.

I'd look over at my wife, she was so beautiful as she slept. Perfect hair and a perfect face and she was never a girly-girl, she never had any beauty regime. But she was just naturally beautiful.

In that stillness of the early morning, I'd watch her sleeping peacefully and wonder "What the fuck are you doing with me and why did I deserve you?".

If I was lucky, I'd fall back asleep again. But just that one single moment, I relished so much.