What Should I Do?

[Mortelles]

My boyfriend cheated on me and has since been making my life a living hell. My home life is abusive and he was my escape and now that he's gone and playing victim even though he cheated, I'm getting the third degree from an alcoholic mom who keeps telling me I'm a burden on her and the entire family to the point where I'm actively suicidal again. I have loads of medications that if mixed improperly could cause death. I just need advice before I lose my shit.

I'm prescribed klonopin and valium and a bunch of other shit but it's not helping.

 

[RadioRamen]

Alcoholics are the hardest to deal with , people always defend them and their "disease" but never think of the victims of those they constantly hurt and damage . I understand what it's like to deal with an alcoholic mother who only tears you down and blames their woes on you . Someone that is supposed to be your support and love instead only poisons you along with themselves instead . I'm sorry you too have to know what it's like to deal with that. I'm also sorry someone treated you like trash and now is spinning the story to save themselves. I hope things get better for you and those who strive to hurt you I hope they realize their faults and their actions before it's too late