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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
141
I often tell myself this: a day that has passed is a doble victory, because it is one less day that I will have to suffer and it is also one more day that I managed to survive, double victory.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
210
Even during walks when there's nice weather, my mind is pretty dark.
 
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apearl

apearl

mitski fan
Sep 25, 2023
130
Most of the reflections I have on walks are about how much I appreciate the nature around me. It's one of the only times where I can just exist and be grateful. Recently almost all my time has been spent thinking about catching the bus though. My walks havent been as peaceful.
 
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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
141
Even during walks when there's nice weather, my mind is pretty dark.
Yes, sometimes dark thoughts are very persistent, sometimes it is very difficult to find positive thoughts.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,855
I don't walk that much now but I used to a lot. My more recent walks, I would likely get around to thinking about SN at some point.

If I see sparrows around, I will think about my Nana. If it's just rained and the air smells damp like aquariums, I will think about my Dad.

I used to go on long walks to try and relieve worry so, most of them would be taken up thinking- shit, what am I going to do?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I usually cry while I walk as it is the only time I have to myself.
 
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manicstreetbeeper

manicstreetbeeper

just trying
Feb 14, 2025
53
i just zone out and daydream. it's not so bad though because it's a break from daily life.
 
enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
318
How annoying the walk is and how I want to be at home or in a cafe lol.

I used to greatly enjoy and be compulsed to walk everyday when I lived in rural England, the Lake District to be precise. It used to be how I de-stressed. Not anymore though. Walking is very enviroment-dependent.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,172
I so hope I'll not get attacked by any of our local gangs of feral youths.
 

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